talking about ....

i have been happy. :) and it feels really good. thanks to my fabulous friends and you. you did not do anything much, but still, it makes me happy ^^ so and so. story number onee. HE IS BACK. the one guy i am feeling guilty of, back hunting my life. at first, he was just wishing me happy birthday. then, he ask me to approve his friend request in facebook. which is now i decided not to. why? masih belum bersedia menerima si dia. oh, yes. walaupun sebagai kawan. he said he'd change. but then, he still sound like the old typical him. and i, so not going to stuck with that one person i hated AGAIN. thanks, but, i had enough....

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IT WAS MY BIRTHDAAY! :)

happy birthday to youhappy birthday to youhappy birthday to suhappy birthday to youuuu :)WHO EVER THE HELL THAT WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY,  I LOVE ALL OF YOU! So, my awesome birthday starts here. i was studying, in my room, as so as my other roommates.then, one of her just came up to me at wxact midnight and shoutedHAPPY BIRTHDAY, SU!! ye, AMALINA RASHID @ MAL @ MACHED, kamu adalah orang yang pertama wish saya birthday.thankyou, KIPASMATE. :)so, lepas tu, datanglah genggeng bilik karpet yang lain.dan menyanyikan lagu happy birthday untuk saya. :)the next day,THERE GOES MY AWESOME CLASSMATES, yang turut beramairamai...

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BLANK

this is what happen when you wanna say something.but you cant find the perfect words. bytheway, can i have that smile once again? ...

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out of an ordinary ringring!

me, him hey.hmm?remember when i told you i have something to tell you?aaa? ingat tak?yupyup. what is it?errmm.. aduuh. malu ah plaak.huh?haha, poyo je nak malu :PLOL. cakap je laa.ayte....I LOVE YOU.whaaat?I... LOVE... YOU............hahaha *awkward laugh* you kidding.no i'm not.yes you are!serious shit, i'm not....*starts to mumble, out of embarassment*...how can you be so sure?i dont know. this is about me, about something i feel inside my heart. something that i cannot lie. something that you have to know.and about i said just now, i am freaking serious.so what you want me to do?aaa? erh.. gah! susah laa.. emm... wait,...

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10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. just fall...

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CONFUSED AND LOST.

hey there, loyal readers <3 its thursday. 19th of august 2010. and I AM LOST. i dont knw what is wrong. last night, i stay up until 3, had my sahur and slept at 4. not to sound nerdy but, i was TRYING TO study. i really hope i could stand the pressure of my first ever test here, in UiTM. err.yes, i too, did not see anything confusing in that situation.so, here is the confusing part.I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH ME!i felt awkward. yes, even to myself. towards my studies. people around me. him. i feel like i am not myself, but this is the real me, you know what i mean? of course NO. because i dont even know what I...

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all time favourite

kiss meout of the bearded barleynightlybeside the greengreen grassswingswingswing the spinning stepsyou wear those shoes and i will wear that dressohhkiss mebeneath the milky twillightlead meupon the moonlit floorlift your open handstrike up the bandand make the fireflies dancesilver moon's sparklingso, kiss me kiss medown by the broken tree houseswing meupon its hanging tirebringbringbring your flowered hatwe'll take the trail marked on your father's mapohh, kiss mebeneath the miliky twillightlead me upon the moonlit floorlift your open handstrike up the bandand make the fireflies dancesilver moon's sparklingso, kiss...

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hahahaha.

hellohello ^^ goodmorning, loyal readers :) there's not much to type on today. but i still wanna post something. ^^ lets talk about the past, shall we? i have experiences that *haha* SE-TUH-PID. no joke. sometimes, when i turn back behind, i dont know why, but, I FEEL EXTRA STUPID. you know that feeling? -__-" well, it is somehow embarassing, but then, it is an experience that tought me to grow up. i still remember back then, when i was overshadowed by you, seeking for happiness in such sorrow, i have actually learn to hate. funny,...

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presenting...

the DMC1kauingatkauDIVA? TOGETHER FOREVER.DMC1D :...

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DEVASTATING.

i found out that my smiles recently are not that pretty anymore. is that possible? is that even normal? it is not that i am trying to fake it, but i really love to smile. i guess i have lost my smiling skill. *sigh*anybody can return my smile? -_-" i have a major headache right now. not sure because of what. skipped CTU class this morning, 1st, because of my heavy head, 2nd because my friends left me alone, because i was several minutes late. so, i'm kinda frustrated because i missed CTU class last week too, because i went back to pJ. i dont know what is up with me lately. i laugh a lot, but still feeling lonely and devastated. HATETHATDAMNFEELING!!imissyou,...

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saya rindu ma :')

i miss watching our favourite movie together,and i will put my head on her lap,and she will be caressing my hair. i miss cooking with her,and at the time, we will be gossiping,talking about the things that could make us laugh.talking about things that only both of us know and understand. i miss fighting with her,over the little things,sometimes on who is more goodlooking, Mr.EdwardCullen or Mr.JacobBlack.sometimes about colours.sometimes about song lyrics. i miss sneaking in her room at night,and sleep beside her.just to feel her warmth,and missing her hugs. i miss talking to her.just about anythingsince now, i hate talking...

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its RAMADHAN :)

Salam Ramadhan, Beautiful People :) well, it is my first Ramadhan without mylovely motherhilarious fatherandheart-cheerer brothers.imissyouguys.:') well, as to you, ma.kaklang sangat menyayangi ma. :)terkilan jugak first sahur kaklang tak dapat nak makan masakan ma.adoii.but i know i have to get use to it.:Dkaklang okay je.PROMISE.besides missing you too much,i'm okay.iloveyoutooABAH.you know that.always and forever.selamat berpuase, eh.JANGAN LUPA RINDU SAYA JUGA.:) experienceexperience.sometimes you are just so ...............

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i understand :)

this is a story from my fren.this post is for her,how i understand what she is going through. "when you held my hand for the first time, i felt the warmth of your love. i know that it is real. i know that you love me too, even you did not say a word. i want to say it but i couldn't. but then, i think you know that i have fallen in love with you. the days gone perfectly well.me and you, perfect couple, dont you think? but it never enough. you always wanted more. i am not the perfect girl for you. you want her. she who have everything that i have to live without. i thought i can go through it because you are not the first,...

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dreamalittledreamofme

okay. i am not actually myself right now. so, please pardon my "nonsensibility". saya berada di hadapan lappy pada pagi ini adalah untuk mengarut. jadi, ini adalah post blog saya yang patut dihiraukan dan tak perlulah diambil berat sangat. i just want to shout to YOU. DUDE!! I MISS YOUUU LAAA!!! serious, i rindu you sangat. i wanna text, i'm afraid you wont reply. i want to call, i'm afraid you might be busy. go la online, and see my status and reply my status and text me. and. and. and. but, wth, you didn't know i was talking about you. hahaha. i will keep it to my self until the time come. but i know you'd miss me too....

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mood : not in the mood.

wanna know my ACTUAL everyday routine?well,i slept at nearly or around 4am almost everyday.often skip lunch or dinner.feel extra tired with the extra walking and extra work everytime.now i have to run and catch up my studies when i realize that THIS IS NOT SCHOOL WHEN YOU HAVE THE FREAKING WHOLE YEAR!!i only have 6months to learn and revise everything before my final exam which is soverymch important.  ...i think i might fall sick in a few days.plus, my flu keep on come and go and wont let me go.my mom is going to kill me when she know that i skipped my meal.she is going to gimme a perfect, long lecture when she...

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thinking of you

i dont know why.just suddenly i thought of you.i hope you're okay.i'm still wondering about your condition.it's not being hipocrite.but i still feel a little guilty.and i know i wont get over it.there will be one fine day when i will apologise to you.perhaps since then, we will be friends.FOREVER.perhaps, you already growing up, be more mature.perhaps you have found a perfect girl.that loves you more than anything in the world.and perhaps,you will love her.more than you use to love me.dont tryna deny it.i hope you will understand. if you know me well enough,you know i'd be thinking of you right now.you know i'd feel...

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have i lost my ability to type a long post?

i use to have all the long posts kan? sekarang dah tade. perasan tak sume post macam pendekpendek je? :P nak cakap sal ape eh? oh, yesyes. masscomm induction. TERBAIK SEYH!! hahaha. walaupun pada mulanya tak berapa nak best sebab Si Ketiak Menangis nak lead cheer and menyuruh kami menjadi segedik dia, tapi it all turns out to be ok after that. the activities are serious fun. its worth it to stand under the the hot sun just to experiance a SERIOUS fun like that. :) the letcurers are there too, doing the EXTRAORDINARE tepuk masscomm and tabik masscomm. HAHAHAHA. that was hillarious XD memang gile sempoii. :) and the seniors... they...

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