hellohello! XD

oh. oh. 

this post is for eyri. :)

i know u like my school cheer tu kan. i post the lyrics, k?

nanti selalu ah practice, ayte XD

our school is F.I.N.E, fine~

down the L.I.N.E, line~ 

so we L.O.V.E, love it 

all the T.I.M.E, time~.

our school is B.E.S.T, best~

among the R.E.S.T, rest~

so we yea yea yea,

to assunta school pj!
XD

go, practicepractice :D

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onetwothreefour :)

one

i really think that my brother's girlfriend needs a MAJOR mental makeover.

ok, ok. this is not about i hate her or anything.

well, yes, i dont like her.

but,seriously....

brother was talking to me. then, the phone rings,

hello?

aa.

kat rumah.

jap la, nak balas laa nii.

okok, nanti orang balas, k?

orang baru sampai kot, tengah cakap ngan kaklang..

adoii, kaklang laa, nak cakap ngan die ke?

*gives the phone to me*

ni, awek baru fauzi, ade masalah ke?

haha, kejam?

tadela, pissed off. 

ye, kene ketuk kepala ngan my brother lepas tu. haha.

trust, everyone, trust.

my brother only about several minutes late to reply ur bloody msg,

ok, lets put it this way.

NOBODY CALLS SOMEONE TO ASK THAT PERSON TO REPLY THAT MSG.

i mean, seriously.

kalau dah call tu, cakap je la ape kau nak cakap, 

tak payah la msg dah lepas tuu.

adoii.

gile se-tuh-pid, dont you think?

yes, i dont like her.

but i guess i have to stop care.

its her that going to live with my brother.

its my brother that going to be with her.

BUT

if you done something wrong,

I WONT LET YOU GOO, DARLING.

if you know what i mean.

its hard to explain it to you,

since u're such an _______

fill in the blanks with whatever u want :) 

ade banyak lagi la ac2ly se-tuh-pid stories of her.

tapi malas plak nak mengutuk. haha.

two

u've done it before, and you did it again.

trying to be nice, but u wouldn't wanna appreciate.

you know what,

I MALAS DAH NAK CARE, OK?

i'm done looking like a fool, care about you when you dont even did care.

adoii.

*yeah, sure, whatever,

-_-"

three

backback to school!! XD

with sofea..

aah, rindurindu kat sekolaah :)

pergi nak mintak copcop tu semua.

pastu

pn. aziah ade klass pulak.

sampai dalam pukul 10.30 la,

tapi pn,aziah abis kals dalam pukul 11.30.

apalagi, ronda sekolah laa kitorang :))

first, pergi kantin sekolah.

do you know that

ASSUNTA HAVE THE BEST CANTEEN EVER!!

pergi la sekolah mane pun, if u can find a better canteen than assunta's i'll buy u mcDonald.

NO KIDDING :)

then, we round the padang,

and headed to the thinking pool :)

fine place for the lesbos to date XD

meet some teachers.

pn.rose-biology (looking older and hit my head when i told her so)

pn.azila-bm (pregnant second daughter)

pn.aziah- maths and +maths (she said i hv pretty hair :))

pn.rozaini- pbsm teacher (afraid that sofea will pass out lagi XD)

ustazah norezan- pendidikan islam (yang sangat cantik, serious)

pn.Tan- chemistry (expected i'll be a real teacher when i told her i'm a maths teacher in kumon)

pn. mano- maths teacher in f3 :)

cik yap (CLASS TEACHER)

oh, cik yap special sikit.

*me excitedly sreaming her name when i saw her.

cik yap,

eh, suhaida, salimah dengan azila dah ambil ke sijil kokurikulum tu semua mase kite give out time returning the spbt books kan? u yang incharge kan mase tuu..?

CIKGU! SAYA BUKAN ASSISTANT CLASS MONITOR LAGII! adoii

laugh, but still want an answer -_-"

cikyapcikyap.

haih.

i miss her. i missed EVERYTHING :)

four

oh, oh.

MY NEW ADDICTION

:)

di dalam hatimu

telah aku temukan

erti kebahagiaan

bersama dirimu

aku merasa bererti

sanggupkah dirimu,

untuk bertahan

sampai waktu tak berjalan

mencintaiku

walau bintangku tak terang

cintailah aku

sepenuh hati

sesungguhnya aku

tak ingin kau pergi

takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini.

betapa hidupku

takkan pernah sama

bila kau tinggalkanku

tetaplah disini

saling memiliki

selama-lamanya

cintailah aku

sepenuh hati

sesungguhnya aku

tak ingin kau pergi

takkan mampu kuhadapi semua ini

tiada erti semua bila kau pergi.

genggamlah tanganku dan

peluklah diriku

saatku jatuh nanti,

meraih sepi...

cintailah aku

sepenuh hati

sesungguhnya aku

tak ingin kau pergi

cintailah aku 

sepenuh hati

sesungguhnya aku

tak ingin kau pergi.

takkan mampu ku hadapi semua ini

tiada erti semua bila kau pergi...

song title : Cintailah Aku Sepenuh Hati (click to her the song)

singer : Ari Lasso 

i know i'm not usually into indonesian songs..

but this one is beautiful :)

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lets take a deep relieve breath :)

have you ever clung into a desire for so long

that your eyes saw nothing else?

the most beautiful part of existence is ability to dream,

to aspire toward the goal, without lofty.

like the little girl with her hand outstretched to the stars,

hoping for just one touch of the cosmos.

try as she may, with all her might,

soon, she realize, she cannot reach that far,

but that little girl doesnt cry!
in fact, she simply sits there,

SMILING :)

and soon tonight, like many before,

her mother will call with affection,

peeking out the front door.

'sweetheart, where are you? its getting late and you need your sleep'

that little girl does not whine!

in fact, she just walks in, 

SMILING :)

...

the little girl with her hands to the sky,

is content with the knowledge that tomorrow is another day.

her arms is now longer,

but the stars is still there.

her dream may witter until it cant even be seen,

but her dream will never tear. 

:)

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i am grateful, ALHAMDULILLAH...

i remember when i was eight years old,

and my youngest brother was born.

and i was crying when my daddy told me that 'it's a boy',

and i was the only one that did not kissed him when the first time my siblings and i visited him and my mom.

and i was angry with my mom because she 'LIED' and told me its gonna be a baby girl.

yes, that is how much i wanted a sister.

and i use to hate to see my friends with lovely sisters.

i use to be jealous when they have someone to play barbie doll with,

i use to hate it when i dont even have someone that i could giggle with under the blanket before we go to sleep.

yes, yes, i did a lot of thinking when i was little.

yes, i think that much.

when my brother bullied me, i wish i have someone for atleast to be bullied together

i have two elder brothers that always team up.

i have two younger brothers that do EVERYTHING together.

and i wish i had a partner too.

always at the top of my wishlist,

A SISTER :)

but as i grew up,

i've done wishing.

and started be grateful with what i have.

i have FOUR-SUPER-ANNOYING brothers...

but, of course, THEY LOVE ME :)

i remember when along cried when he lost me in sunway piramid when i was kindergarten.

i remember when angah NEVER get tired to push me when i was playing with the swing in playground.

i remember when abang cried when i was admitted in the hospital for appendix.

i remember when adik make me a 'SELAMAT HARI KAKAK' card with a drawing of 'orang lidi' that suppose to be me. XD

FAUZI n FADZLI

FAIZAL n FAEZ

aww. sweet, no?

of course it is.

and i love them too.

so, i stopped wishing.
a sister?
i have one,

NURFISHA ISMAIL
understanding, goodlistener, best adviser, and a good sister.
i'm glad we found each other. :)

younger sister?

i have one now too, 

FATIN NADZIRAH HASHIM

 sweet, and alot like me. :D

she's like the JUNIORsuhaida.

sometimes, i cant really blame her for being wrong, because, yes, I USE TO DO THAT TOO.

haha. 

but, ofcourse, i dont want her to make same mistakes i did when i was a lil kid.

i dont want her being TOO curious.

and did unexpected things.

XD

yes, i did A LOT of unexpected things.

ape lagi,

kene belasah la dengan nenek and mak XD

what is that i didn't do?
selam longkang?

redah kebun kat belakang rumah?

kene kejar tebuan?
panjat pokok and jatuh?

haha. surprised?

yes, i did it all.

XD

today,

me, HER 

[HER= a 8yo kid who is a freaking spoiled brat that i have to stuck with for two freaking hours]

*after almost an hour and i cant stand of her making fun of me*

 you have to start shut your mouth now and start doing your work properly.

no.

and that wasn't a question, i dont take that as an answer.

i dont care.

you did not come here to make some stupid lame jokes and laugh over something that is not funny, okay? just start doing your work, silently.

then, what?

*pissed*

one more word from you, i swear i'm going to slap your face. stop wasting my time, and do your work, will you? or i can just send you home now and have your mom to slap you instead when she ask me what happen, your choice.

*silence but still with her bitchy face of hers*

i know i might be a lil too harsh with her,

oh, seriously, try to be with her, for one hour, atleast,

if you can survive without any desire to slaap herr faace, i'll buy you mcDonald.

no joke.

and you'll be surprise about what she capable of to do 

and what she able to say.

you wont even believe that she is a primary2 girl.

to have that kind of sister? i rather be the only child.

so, be grateful, is what i left with to do :)
my life is just perfect.
Alhamdulillah.

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thankyou :)

ITS OVER.

this time, i know its for real.

thanks a lot.

i owe you big. :)

*relieve*

:)

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FUNFUNdaay!!

aah. i'm counting days to leave KUMON.

hard to let go, but i would left with no other choices.

:)

today was nothing but ANOTHER FUN DAY IN KUMON.

less tiring, since i'm so getting use to it.

less headache, since everything is under control already.

more fun since i have all my favourite students with me today.

well, i dont mean FAVOURITE.

i mean, students i already use to be with. :))

there's nothing left to say,

but just to smile along the whole day.

cant believe i would love my first job this much :))

..............

and for you.

yes, sometimes i do think that giving my number to you is a mistake.

because instead of bringing u closer, 

i felt that we were futher apart.

-_-"

regret?

*sigh*

no laa.

bz with exams kan you?

:)

i understand :))

goodluck, btw.

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HOLD MY HAND AND NEVER LET GO.

thanks for holding me on after all of these years.
:))

what ever happens.

remember that you will always have me.

when u're down.

or when u're carving the sweet smile of yours.

oh, yes, every moments,

when u think of, me,

remember, i'd be thinking of u too..
 

my frens, my darlings.

i wont let go.

PROMISE.

:)

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aaah. lets go down the memory lane

(picture: credit to azrinaa)

caricari, which one is me.

mestilah the comelest ones. hahaha.

malas plak nak taip.
later for more :D

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AT THE TOP OF MY WISHLIST.....

oh, ADRENALIN!!

album baru FT!

:)

aaaahhh. dah keluar ke ah?

saya naak!!

track listing:

click on the song title to hear the song :)

one

Adrenalin

two

Superhero

three

Hanyut

four

Karma

five

Bencinta

six

Selamat Malam

seven

semesta

love it all. 

i am so going to get it. :D

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*smile*

EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY.

and today was a fairytale.

:)

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pernah dengar... KULIT MENGADA-NGADA?

ye, saya ade kulit mengada-ngada.

-_-"

atau dalam erti kata lain, KULIT SENSITIF.

i have all those mosquitoes bites scars all over my hands and legs.

teori makcik pula, saya berdarah manis, 

so all the scars susah nak hilang.

well, i din doubt that, 

my appendix scar i had since about 2years ago looks like i just went tru the operation 2months ago.

it is ugly :(

 but its memories.. :)

still cant forget the UNUSUAL look on my parents faces right before i'm about to enter the operation room.

haha.

creepy tho, when i think back about it.

but i din care much la at that time, 

because it was soo freaking pain and...

I WAS PISSED I FREAKING MISSED THE CLASS TRIP!

argh!

tension gile.

esok nak pergi bukit merah,

HARI NI DAPAT APPENDIX.

imagine.

tension doe.. -_-"

so, back to the story,

my mom is buying me all sorts of lotions and stuff for my hands.

well, sometimes, i dont know which one is which.

she said i cant use this soap, 

blablabla.

haih.

i have this kind of skin since i was a lil kid.

kenapa baru sekarang nak kesoh?

pelikpelik.

tapelah, layan je laa..

the lotions are fun to play.

especially main mase hari tengah panas2 tu kan.

SEJUUK JEEE....

haha.

ok. 

off to play more lotions..

haha!

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kalah? :O

DATUK LEE CHONG WEI KALAH?

sedih gilee doe..

EVERYONE is talking about him..

about the loosing..

and almost EVERYONE is blaming him for loosing,

haih.

kejamkejam..

*sigh*

i dont know what else to say laa.

whatever it is,

i dont blame him laa for loosing.

why would i do that?
its not that i can play any better.

dah takde rezeki, kan, nak buat camne?

kalah pulak dengaan,

LIN DAN.

yang sangat hawt.

and sangat haawt.

and sangat haaawt.

and sangat ......

tak kisah la kan.

goodluck to you going againts indonesia,

againts... er,

TAUFIK HIDAYAT.

haih.

maybe i shud really stop watching badminton games...

apeapepun,

masih sangat menyayangi DATUK LEE CHONG WEI.

:))

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dude!

YOU OWE ME MCDONALD!! 

 haha.

jangan ingat i dah lupe eh.

XD

 

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tell me what i shud do.

i hate it when...

you make fun of something sooooo~ NOT funny.

and expect me to laugh with you.

i hate it when...

you think that i did not care about the stupid little things.

and you laughed your head off when you found out that i actually do.

i hate it when...

you mention something so heartbreaking.

and come back, apologized, and said 'its a joke, laugh with me'

i hate it when...

you make me regret doing something that i did not thing will turn anything wrong

but i ended up do regret the shit out of it.

i hate it when...

i think back about what you did that makes me do something i cant help not to do,

and makes me feel like a total pathetic idiot.

i hate it when...

i have those perfect posts for you on my blog,

and i have to delete it all away.

i hate it when...

i have already dont like you and the shits that you did and getting away with it.

but i have to take it all back again.

i hate it when...

i have so many reasons to hate you, and so many excuses to blame it on you.

but you came back and turn it all around.

i hate it when...

i feel so much anger in me until i think i could lift a car.

but you know just how to bring it down.

i hate it when...

i think you did something not right.

and you gave me reason that makes PERFECT sense.

i hate it when...

i want to hang up.

but i cant deny that i wanna hear more of it.

i hate it when...

u out of credit,

and i just want to called you back.

i hate it when...

i have to tell my friends the whole story.

and i know that it will get to their nerves too.

i hate it when...

it looks so damn bloody easy for you,

and i have to struggle all along.

i hate it when...

i choose not to believe, it turn out to be TRUE.

but when i believe it, you lied straight to my face.

and i hate it when...

i say I HATE YOU

and you believe it straight away.

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if you say fairytale exist....

can you give me one? XD

i believed in fairytale.

i did hope for a fairytale love story.

i did hoping for a fairytale ending.

i'm a girl.

every girl does that.

atleast when we was a lil kid.

atleast in silence.

but i have stopped.

i have stop hoping for a fairytale.

and i have stop believing that it does exist.

because life is just too complicated to have such fairytale.

too many pain. 

too many heartbreak.

and there is no such thing as happily ever after...

because, something, somehow will hurt.

and we cant find a way back.

nothing is perfect.

and fairytale is a PERFECT story.

so i quit fairytale.

eventhough i love them to exist.

atleast in my life.

but i still HEART swift's song.

TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE~~

XD

if it does exist.

i do wanna live in it.

atleast for a day.

like what taylor said. :)

....................

thanks anyway.

it have been quite a while since a guy make me laugh. :)
excluding my brothers  -__-

you know who you are. :))

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hanging out with tina....

and the cousin

XD

syazwani alfarid :))

so, it was a fun night at her house.

eventhough i was annoyed be her cousin, daniel.

-_-"
but i make new frens :))

and we are compatible, dont you think, sya?
haha.

more pics are at her phone.

so, lets just see what i have :)

this suppose to be the COUSNS picture.

but daniel tade.

takut i sabotage gambar die.

haha.

XD

so, another fun day,

with another best friend :)))

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next stop........ TIMES SQUARE! XD

yeay!!

now, this is the SUBANO outing. haha.

went to ts, not for the roller coaster thingi this time.

walaupun ainur nak muntah lagi. haha.

but, WE WENT SHOPPING!!

haha.

seronokseoronok.

was wednesday, less people, more fun. :)

so, ainur came to my house around 1pm.

i asked my mom to put lil make up on her. 

she look good,

walaupun 'taknak, taknak' tak habishabis.

haha.

so, we off to kLsentral, took the komuter.

from kLsentral, we took the monorail to....

mane eh?
Jalan Imbi, kan?
ye laa kot.

haha.

so, anyways,

we ate at SWEETCHAT.

great food. XD
and start the shopping.

we tried on dresses, and catch pics with it. haha!
pernah dengar ke orang buat camtuu?

hehe.

we does. XD

jangan tengok bawah!. i din took off my jeans, as usual.

haha.

we attacked the photo stickers booth.

XD

 

FUNFUN!
i missed hanging out together with em :)

they are the best :)

the craziest.

the most awesome.

just, THE BEST. :))

love you guys. ALOT! :))

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ok. lets take a break :)

have been spending time with my beloved frens these past few weeks.

my first agenda was 

REUNION WITH AINO.

haha.

the plan was

5sc3's reunion.

but, since the reunion was canceled,

so, there was suppose to be SUBANO reunion instead.

then,

bernice couldn't make it.

so,

me and ainur plan a reunion together.

it was a FUN day spending.

XD
gosip, surely the first thing we did, right after i arrived.

haha.

so, i try to help her with the CRAZY puzzle, which is so crazy that i cant even stand it.

well, you imagine, 4000PIECES?

gila.

aino la gila.

wanna make it done before 23may?

goodluck darling.

got your back.

haha. XD

so then, we took a walk at her beautiful garden.

i was bare footed.

XD
felt good.

dah lame tak bare footed.

dulu selalu bare foot kat padang sekolah.

since my house, tade rumput sangat, i borrow her house for a wihle laa.

XD
later, i feed the fishes.

the fishes look soo fat and EATABLE.

haha.

yes, ainur's fishes are eatable.

they just catch the fish at the garden and cook.

THAT IS SO COOL, dont you think??

haha.

so next,

we played the piano.

yes, WE.

ainur teach me to play a song..

tik tok tik tok

hujan dah turun

-.-

yes, that song.

so pathetic, dont you think?

because I TOOK SO LONG TO GET IT RIGHT, THO!!
haih.

long, useless fingers i have.. -.-

sadsad....

then, we headed the SWIMMING POOL!!

it was so freaking COLD!

because at that time, it was just after a VERY HEAVY RAIN.

but it was fun fun!
haha.

seriously.

XD

so we catch pictures, and more pics.

fun. :)

 

later at night, after drive tru, for a KFC meal, 

and stare at the cute guy's sweet smile who's taking the order,

we watch a very sad movie,

MY SISTER'S KEEPER

yes, i cried -.- 

i was pms-ing, dont blame me, jee!

and a very TIRING and ANNOYING movie,

GARAM MASALA.

yes, hindi movie.

pergi rumah ainur, kalau tak tengok hidustan, memang tak sah. -.-

then, more puzzle,

more of

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER

and

BARNEY 

XD

more gossips,

more heartbreak stories.

:))

fun day and night,

and i took off the next day. :)

miss her loads :))

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hello UITM! :)

SITI SUHAIDA BINTI SULAIMAN

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di uitm:

Program:   (MC110)  : Sepenuh Masa
                                    DIPLOMA KOMUNIKASI DAN MEDIA
                                    KOMUNIKASI DAN PENGAJIAN MEDIA.

wooooohoooo!

well,

THAT MAKES ME JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND DANCING AROUND THE ROOM.

haha.

alhamdulillah, of course that's the first thing i wud say.

i know i wont get asasi sains for psychology, which is what i wanted since form three.

which is what a lot of ppl out there din agree with.

fell in love with mass comm when i heard the stories about it fom my unty.

how exciting.

especially the journalism part, since i loove writting.

and the public relation, since i loove talking.

haha.

diploma?
trima je laa.

:)

thank God, for the opportunity.

cant wait to get busy again! so lifeless at home. urgh!

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because when one door closes................

it will close FOREVER.

but yes, alot of others open up.

:))

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oh, so awe~some....!

 

 

FAIZAL TAHIR - AIM 2010

 

oh, you are so awesome.

heartFT :)

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snowball dah pulang!! XD

pergi makan mcD since die sangat rindukan mcD.

sangat seronok catch up gosip togethergether.

XD

one and a half hour, borak non-stop.

macam tak jumpa setahun..

bytheway,

AMAL DAPAT MATRIX!

so, die tak akan kembali ke plkn ahad ni.

sangat bangga kerana saya orang pertama yang tahu. haha.

die kate tak nak gtau sapesape.

saya tak gtau sapesape.

saya post kat blog je.

hahaha.

rindu kat amal.
:)
comel snowball saya. :))
lovelove!
XD

ngantuk ah.

baru balik keje.

nitenite.

:)

i love my life :)

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