today, something happened.
something that is not new anymore but I just couldn't take it any longer.
today, as i was in the car when my dad drove me home from work,
i realize that no one could make me feel any better,
not the way that you could.
today, I came to realize that..
that i fucking miss you too much to lie to myself about it anymore.
and i realize that,
the moment you stopped lying to your parents,
i start lying to my self.
and with that, I shall wait.
I will wait.
I always will.
