31st March 2011

and someone is turning 19. i cant remember when was the first time we met.but whatever it is, i am greatly thankful that we found each other. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEST FRIEND :) <3 nineteen years of living has taught me a lot about friendship.basically, friendship is not about who stays as a companion or just being source of laughter,but someone who still be there to lend a shoulder to cry on.and that is exactly what i have her doing.the one that having the best next word after you spitting out your sorrow. i sure miss having my...

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oi shahira zaini!

lets give a big hand to my comel friend here, SHAHIRA ZAINI YANG GEMUK thankyou for being there when noone else seems not to care.thankyou for listening and cope with my shits. but whateveritis, KAU TETAP GEMUK! :Pheart...

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senyumsenyum

if that was real, i really thank you, Allah.:) and that just made the best day of my entire life....

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*insert muka confuse here*

im in one of those moods, that nothing is really wrong with my life. but my brain keep insisting that there is. or maybe its my heart that doing the insisting. i cant really tell. you know that feeling? yes? no? argh! im outta here. byeby...

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without words

i hope i could read whatever you have there in your pretty little mind...no matter how much you mess me up, i still miss you.  and i effing hate myself for that. ...

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dont forget to love yourself

i used to be so flexible, you know. i use to just accept people not being fair to me and do a little crying and just forgive and forget the whole freaking thing about it the next day. i used to be very paranoid about what people might think or might have said about this little things of my doings, what they might feel or something else. that part of me have long gone. i soon realize that WHY SHOULD I CARE SO MUCH WHEN THEY DONT EVEN TRY TO GIVE A DAMN? i tend to love myself then, being selfish to people that tend to be selfish to...

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The Memories Remain

 saya nak tengok cerita Merong Mahawangsa boleh tak?BOLEH TAK? i think i really a day out. a break.but i cant. i just cant have any.assignments are piling up and all.and i dont feel so good leaving it all.even though i know i deserve some fun.but i know all the work have to be done too.i have to be professional. ... *krik krik krik* okay. post kali ni sebenarnya tak ada niat untuk berunsurkan ke-emo-an yang melampau seperti postpost emo yang lepas.hihisaya sebenarnya mahu bercerita tentang MAKHLUK TUHAN YANG TERAMATLAH...

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away

dont try to find my facebook account, fellas.i deactivate it. i had a strange night yesterday.very. rare. i will be okay in a few ... i dont know.but i will, apparently. but dont worry, i will be back on facebook, soon enough ...

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untitled

you know that feeling?when you're waitingwaiting to get home, into your room,close the door, fall into bed,and just let everything out that you kept in all day.that feeling of both relief and desperation.nothing is wrong.but nothing is right either.and you're tired.tired of everything, tired of nothing.and you just want someoneto be there and tell you it's okay.but no one's going to be there.and you know you have to be strongfor yourself, because no one can fix you.but you're tired of waiting.tired of having to be the one to fix yourself...

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secret

i always looking forward for the sun to set down completely. ...

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falling in love

err. jangan terpedaya dengan tajuk post di atas.sebenarnya,I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH A SONG :D i love you till the end ...

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rindurumah

iwanttobenowherebuthome.&nbs...

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goodmorning :)

it is a beautiful morning out here in Lendu. i love the sound of the birds that always woke me up because my room is near to one big tree.its cold.but t feels good.i feel good, today.sorry for the last post.sorry for being rude and all.maybe is should be a little less emotional about everything.  maybe i should just ignore these people that seems to not worth to pay attention to.or maybe i should just be a little more understanding.maybe i should be stronger.maybe i should just stop being a drama queen. okay dah. have a...

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i gave up on you.

there were times when i reach out for the stars and wish that things will go the way i hope it will be.but nothing is going to change the reality.i will go on with my life,and you will be you. im not sure what might have go wrong,but i thought you'd be good in understanding. have a good night morning, fellas.have a good life ahea...

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underpressure.

i am devastating.help. please. ...

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it must be magic.

awaak, nyanyi lagu ni untuk saya, please :) ...

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imperfections.

i don't have the stunning eyes that make you want to stare deep into them and wonder about their color. my body is covered with scars from the times i fell on my knees as a kid or climbed over things scraping my skin or from lousy mosquito bites that i cant really get away from. nor am i the skinny hot girl who takes breaths away, stopping people in their tracks. and sometimes my hair doesn't look the best, it can be poofy in certain places or just a plain mess that's unfixable for the day. really, what makes me up is flaw after flaw. but neither do i think i could handle being perfect in every way. and even just in one...

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a few facts

ten things i wish i could say to ten different person; 1. hey stupid, i like you so much. 2. i am sorry, i am just afraid of the thought that you might not the person i thought you are. 3. please just be grateful. you have a pretty awesome life. 4. shut up, i hate hearing your voice! 5. imissyou. I MISS US! 6. you said you wont give up to show how much you want someone.you make it clear to me by letting go that fast. 7. you are just one pathetic desperate loser that anybody that falls for you will be one idiotic human being. 8. seriously,...

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only if you knew...

what i have right here for you  i bet you will not be doing this to me. please get this over with. ...

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and its all because of you :)

i suppose to be studying right now but i just have to let this be on my blog for a while.something that happened yesterday.something that just make everything better. have you ever fall for someone but you daaaamn afraid to admit it?i am not so sure whether i am afraid of admitting it or i am just ... but sayang, yesterday was :)when i kept silent, doesn't mean i dont have anything in my mind.IN FACT, THERE ARE ACTUALLY A LOT BUNCH OF THINGS GOING ON THERE, both in my mind and heart. i dont care if you mean it or not. i will...

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heyhey. its 2:15 in the morning!

sometimes there are things that are very hard to admit.even to your own self. and sometimes there are things that we have SWEAR that we never going to admit.sometimes they just worth to be forgotten. ... okaybyenaktid...

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saya suka senyum :)

pada ketika ini saya sedang memejamkan mata saya dan bersyukur kerana saya tidaklah mempunyai seseorang yang bergelar 'BOYFRIEND'. hihi. sebab saya suka membalas senyuman merekamereka yang lain. :P okay. apa aku merepek ni? dah dah lupakan itu. anyways, assalammualaikum~ (baru lepas menghafal hafazan, jadi alim sikit :P) hi rakanrakan, awak apa khabar? oh bagusla kalau khabar baik. kalau tak baik, tak payah makan ubat k, senyum dan berketawa je. pergi la cari stupid jokes dekat youtube ke apa, dan ketawalah bergulingguling. confirm lepas tu, khabar kamu semua akan menjadi baik, insyaAllah :D sekarang pukul 1210pm dan...

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