nak balik rumaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

seriously.tak tau kenapa tibatiba rindu gile kat rumah.haritu semangat je nak study kat melaka, taknak balik sume.this time,HOMESICK TAHAP MAXIMUM.serious! kenape?kenape?entahla. saya tak tau kenape. cepatlah 3hb.i want home...

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one killing paper is over, LETS BLOG! :D

enough talking about my killing paper,feeling so free, i could even online at nearly 3am.*evil laugh* um.where to start, huh?lets start about me missing my FRIENDS.oh, rakanrakanku yang sangat saya rindukan.END OF SEMESTER IS REACHING! LETS OUTTTTT! haha.should talk about that to them :D :Dmerindui zaman sekolah.where everything is just there, what left was just for us to sit and listen. i miss going gaga with my class monitor and together disturb the whole class. HAHA. when we were in school, never thought that we going to miss school this much, dont you think? :) well, whatthehell. life gotta move on....

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oh, awak. awak jatuh cinta la dengan saya ^^

saya perlukan awak berkasihsayang dengan sayaa.have crush la on me,find me a little attractive, maybe?be a little considerate, and make this whole thing easy for me eh? boleh eh, EN. FINALS?hee.iloveyou, btw. be nice to me, eh?*winkwin...

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when you getting tired ...

susah rupanya nak jadi seseorang yang terlalu mengambil berat.one took me as a busybody.and another...just so frustrating. there was a  lot of times before,when i SERIOUSLY regret when i worried too much about you.i regret just too many things when it comes to you.but i dont know why i just couldn't stop.i just couldn't.i just have to do all i might to make things fall in place again.well, yes.it is like the natural feeling of me.something i was born with. i do get tired of it.tired of wanting things to be like before.tired of want to be with someone i once know.tired of wanting you to feel much better.tired of FEELING...

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what is the best things about RAINBOWS?

nope. not the colour. not very much of the beauty. its the RAIN. :) <...

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whattheEFFdoyouwantfromme?

this is my BLOODY blogwhat i wanna blog about is my BLOODY wish.if you dont like what i BLOODY post in my BLOODY blog,go ahead and write it on YOUR BLOODY BLOG, then.and BLOODY stop reading MINE! erh.its not that i talk bad about youits not that i talk bad about my family.its not that i talk about something that is not true.you dont like what i blog about, THEN LEAVE.stop reading it. IT IS TRUE THAT EVERYONE IN THE WORLD IS STUPID!even i am stupid.EVEN THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD IS SOMEHOW STUPID IN SOME WAY.so, what the eff?just be grateful that i dont mention she is a BIATCH or anything like that.LIKE WHAT SHE...

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we never satisfied, do we?

of course.it is like the natural feeling of the humanity.always wanted more.and more.and more.and tend to forget to appreciate what you owned.well, of course as one perfectly NORMAL human being, i too, feel the same sometimes.not talking about anyone else. the desire of wanting more is just way beyond the capability to fulfil it.even though the ability to dream is something so beautiful but we do know the limits, dont we?aren't you get tired of wanting more?dont a PERFECTION scares you?it does scares me sometimes. today.i learn to appreciate what i have.i learn to be satisfied with whatever life offers me.i learn to live...

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not so sure what to talk about today.right now.suppose to be studying.but i gues it wont hurt if i take a break.suppose to be out dinner with him. but. hehe. sorry eh awak. saya kemalasan. :Pso here i am besides facebook-ing. :D its studying week anditfeelslikeUiTMisE_M_P_T_Y...sedih kan? i didn't go back home because i am certain i'd be doing something else rather than studying.so yea, i choose to stay.even ma and abah din know that its studying week and i have no class.if not, they surely have been dragging me back home for now. takpe, dah jumpa ma and abah last saturday.:)<3 anyways, for you.hmm.i dah malas...

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Pursuit My Happiness

i dont wanna lie.i do have stuff that bring me to a point where i could even drop my tears.well, whatthehell, everyone does.but i guess its time for me to stop dragging my sadness, dont you think?it is my bloody turn to be happy.so, please.i do love you but your sarcastic words are just way too much.well just, maybe, JUST MAYBE, you are just as stupid as her.whatever it is, of course, i still love you.but since you asked for it, okay, i will never get involve in your bloody-shit-emo problems anymore that seems to be ENDLESS. bytheway,talking...

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NewChapter :)

its tenoctobertwozeroonezero. and the sun sets beautifully today. dear you,iloveyoutoo....

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LearningToBreathe...

yes, it is DEFINITELY not easy being SITI SUHAIDA SULAIMAN (pretty name, yes?) *eyri, saya curi ayat awak!* i am not the "anak manja" that always have what she wanted. i am not from the super loaded family that again, have all her wishes granted. i am not a person with an excellent brain that all the assignments is just like a piece of cake for her. i am not one perfect person that i cannot commit any mistakes at all. i am not somesone so good-hearted until i cannot get angry at all. i am not so feeling-less person until i dont understand the feeling of getting hurted and sorrow. i am too, a normal person. still need...

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new favourite :)

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath. And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky Never revealing their depth. Tell me that we belong together, Dress it up with the trappings of love. I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips, Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above. I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life.And rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed. You're my survival, you're my living proof. My love is alive -- not dead. Tell me that we belong together. Dress...

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hey there, beautiful people...

how are you today? not a good start of a day? just a normal day? a spectacular day? :) whatever it is, just be glad that you are still alive. i had this "semangatjahat" got on me these few days. you know, all the moody thingy. nak marah je everyone. and and being happy when my frens are not also sort of make me feel like a total jerk. sorry. SuhaidaSulaimanSayangAwakSemua.minta maaf eh....

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"is that Su?"

""jangan kutuk orang kat blog, su, tak manis..." haha.buat ape la nak jadi manis kat blog kan?haish. lawak la..well, you dont know what i been through.you dont know about her.so, just gimme some space to let out my anger, ayte?muchas gracias ^^ so yes, i have this moodswing gets on me quite oftenly this time. especially at night. macam tak boleh nak cakap dengan sapesape lansung la kan. keje asyik nak marah jee. memang moody macam makcik. lepas tu, bangun tengahtengah malam and makan. macam mane tak gemuk. haish. assignments makin banyak sejak akhirakhir ni. memang tak dapat le nak berfikir terlampau panjang ketika menulis...

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