when your good isnt good enough.

no one wants things to mess up, beautiful people.sometimes, we just left with no choice.i have made my choice.and i am no where near the regret.for once,i know what i did is right.bytheway, its a beautiful song up there, you should listen to it,yes, im totally into glee, okay. it is totally addicted.  and im not missing yo...

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Lendu is awaiting, Hello 3rd semester!

hello, goodmorning, everyone :) its 604 inthemorning and i have not get my sleep yet. tired, tho. but not sleepy. and so i am going off to Lendu in a few hours, have been spending the whole night packing, and i just done baking a brownie. not done yet, actually, its still in the oven, and i still have to clean up the kitchen. mom have been super nice to me. i just thought that she deserves a little something something. even though its just a brownie, and its not much.. but it is something. and my little brother even willing to teman me to the shop that you can say quite far to help me get the ingredients. thought that he...

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dah boleh tarik nafas lega dah, suhaidaaa :)

ALHAMDULILLAH. that is all for my result review. enough to make me smile all night and buat sujud syukur straight away after i saw my GPAs. yesterday night was THE NIGHT. too many happy things happen that just blowww my mind. i want nothing else but to be nice to everybody. i want to be friends with all the people that more or less, taught me a pretty great deal about life. i have been such an ass to some people. i was not being so nice to UiTM Lendu either. the fact that i actually refuse to go back there, and how i hate it been torturing the whole second semester... i should be thankful for everything. it really...

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goodmorning, beautiful people :)

pardon my breakdown yesterday.i  feel better today :)much better. i don't know what is wrong with me semalam, so please just ignore. IGNORE.i am still standing strong, tho.i am okay ...

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shut up, you dont know what im going tru.

i'm a liar because i wont tell you everything.  i'm stupid because sometimes i am wrong. i'm ugly because my face is not perfect.  i'm a pushover because i like making people happy. i'm fake because i'm too nice. i'm weird because i'm not like you. i'm fat because i eat when i'm hungry. i'm clingy because i don't like to be alone. i'm insecure because i care about what people think of me. i'm no fun because i'm not always hyper. dont try to tell me who i am. because i already kno...

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welcome to my silly life.

okay, screw my last post. lets blog. so i have been feeling empty lately. i dont know exactly what i want. I ALWAYS HAVE FELT THAT WAY. i hate the way that people JUDGE just because i am being myself. if you want me to be myself then, why judge? i am annoyed by this person that is pretty close to me. how she/he tend to talk about something that IRRELEVANT. something that, I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT. talking about someone i dont even know. i dont know. it annoys me. and i hate how they tend to talk about me, to someone else. when i tell...

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EGO

SELF-IMPORTANCEPRIDEFEELING OF SUPERIORITY TO ANOTHER i know exactly what that little word means.i know exactly how it feels to deal with the kind of people with a lot of that in self.i know exactly who have a huge deal of that in them.i am completely aware. please don't treat me like someone that don't know anything. or perhaps just someone that just be okay with any shits you have done to me.no, i am not going to be okay if you messes up with my already-messed up life.thankyou, but i don't need you to add up to that. my job is...

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terrible things

i have obviously fell in love with the song TERRIBLE THINGS by Mayday Parade that my friend here, amadsazni introduced me to. its the lyrics of the song that got me deep into it. it also reminded me of the movie A Walk To Remember  more or less, its the almost same story. so here, right now, i want to talk a bit about terrible things in life. what are the terrible things that life had put you into? i am so sure there's a lot. i am sure there are a lot of things that make you feel so fucked up, or maybe have you wish that you could do something like turning back time or have the power to fix everything. or...

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expecting the unexpected.

you walk alone and you join the crowd. you see an old couple holding hands and eating ice-cream, you smile and be happy for them and silently hope that you will be in the same situation as they are in years to come. you walk down the road and you meet a diverse road, you ask yourself which one to choose because you dont know where any of the roads lead you to. you bump into a stranger, you crack a smile and you never know that he/she is the one that will complete your life. who cares if you are in misery? sadness dont worth to be paid to much attention to. I WANT TO BE HAPPY. and NOTHING, nothing will stop me. i dont care...

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6th May 2011

Happy Birthday, tough guy! nama mamat kat atas ni Khairi Abdullah.he is my friend, bestfriend, you can say.even though we are not as close as we can be before,but i am still glad we found each other.i am still glad to call you my friend.take a close look, everyone,he is single and available. :Dand no doubt, a good friend too. :) eyri gemuk! :Dsemoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki,may the 19th years of living will give you something valuable and meant something more in your life.i wish you have the best in lifeand...

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