bunyi cengkerik di Tun Puteri.

haha. mesti awesome gila kan dapat dengar bunyi cengkerik kat kolej Tun Puteri. sebab the fact is, kitorang tak pernah nak diam. jadi, inilah pengalaman saya pulang lewat ke kL sebab transportation terhad. -.- so, my roommate and i, jia, (thank God she took the ride with me if not i will be all alone dah) adalah orang yang terakhir left at bilik carpet tu. okay, ada kak mirza tapi she went off to kolej Tun Teja for a company sebab she's going off the next day. so, at 9pm, my college dah macam... KRIK. KRIK. KRIK itu bunyi cengkerik,...

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thankyou. :)

for being super awesome...

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What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep up and I can't back downI've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all other peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI'm tripping on wordsYou've got my head spinningI don't know where to go from here 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all other peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's...

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you just somehow amaze me. thats all for tonight, have a good sleep everyon...

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oh emm jii. :O

hey you.SUMPAH YOU COMEL, K.serious. kdahba...

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wah. lendu sangat indah. :D

dah nak dekat setengah tahun menetap kat lendu baru nak perasan indah ke tak kann? anyways. thank God that now, lendu is starting to be nice to me. thankyou lendu. i love you more than you think i do. so, how am i? yeah, im doing great. things get a little messy at first but its okay now. assignments went well, friends have been okay and classes were great. everything is under control already. and i have been laughing a lot lately. i guess i got my laugh-out-loud charm back. :D so im actually leaving two things behind. im leaving you and you. kenapa ah nak tinggaltinggal? eh, sukati la. hahaha. dah la. sometimes there are...

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because when you finally don't know what to do, you can just HOPE that everything is going to be okay.

wahh. panjangnya post title. -.- so yea. at this moment here, i have no freaking idea what to do.  it is like everything went well but it doesn't feel like it. macam ade je yang tak kene....

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suhaida sulaiman, sumpah kau bodoh. -.-

i know that we make mistakes, SERIOUSLY STUPID IDIOTIC MISTAKE. but somehow, i cant seem to just let go of it. its still hurt, tho. i have no freaking idea why. damn yeah, i am stupid. sumpah bodoh. tak  pernah rasa sebodoh ni -.- the mistake is not the decision on letting you go, but letting you in. from now on, I, SUHAIDA SULAIMAN, DO SOLEMNLY SWEAR, THAT I NEVER GIVE A DAMNN ABOUT YOU ANYMORE AND NOT LETTING YOU TO PUSH ME DOWN ANYMORE. it is my freaking turn to be happy. oh, wait, I AM HAPPY. thankkyouverymuc...

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sumpah tension doe!

sumpah menyirap dengan keadaan kami sekarang. tension gile.i seriously dont know what to do and i seriously dont know what to say about what happen. i want to say that i hope things will be like before but,i know, it will NEVER EVER be the same anymore.never. kau tak payah nak rasa kecewa sangatla kann. kitorang kat sini lagi rasa dikhianati.kalau betul kau tak buat, apsal la kau tak nak settle down dengan kitorang, bawak berbincang, tanya kenapa kau rase kitorang salahkan kau. you are the one that make it all obvious, okayy?sumpah, kitorang tak bodoh sampai cenggitu sekali. so please.cutcut the act.aku sumpah...

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dah la awak.

penat menjadi orang yang tak penting. you make me feel like LIFE IS NOT FAIR.THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR.and you are not being fair. people get tired, dude.i got tired.i am important too, okay?i am important too....

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mereka kata ubat adalah cara terbaik merawat demam. MEREKA TIPU. T.T

i dont take medication. sumpah tak. kecuali kalau dipaksa oleh ma and abah or orangorang yang berkebolehan untuk menipu saya. -.- yes, because it taste sucks and membuatkan saya yang sejak azalinya malas ini bertambah malas dan terasa seperti hendak tidurr sahaja. *sigh. hey pernah dengar tak pepatah ini; LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE. so, hey semua penipu, ubat bukanlah jalan terbaik untuk merawat penyakit okehh. its the laughter. jadi, saya nak pergi cari bahan untuk gelak untuk merawat hidung saya yang sedah mula berair ni. salahkan kelas pagi dan cuaca lendu yang sejuk and panas sesuka hati die -.- anywayyysss. ma call...

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saya tak emo.

emo emo emo. *sigh. semalam rasa macam nak marah semua orang. walaupun for the smallest mistake, rasa macam nak cekik je orang tu sampai die tercekik yaAllah, kejamnya aku -.- lupakan itu. i dont like being emo. so, i think im undergoing pms. and that is why i have this moodswing thingi. especially after going through a "WONDERFUL" night yesterday. seriously, rakanrakan sekalian, subject (Communication Management) CMP sangat susah. and i am basically the group leader kepada 11members and WE have to basically handle a small event. susah tak? susah takkkk? and sebagai group leader, i have to ALWAYS know what to do. shit....

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ada masalah ke saya berbahasa inggeris banyak sangat? -.-

baiklah. saya akan menulis entri kali ini dalam bahasa melayu. *walaupun MESTI ade selit bahasa inggeris sedikit. -.- saya berdepan dengan masalah segelintir pelajar di sini yang memandang dengan ekspresi wajah yang tidak senang apabila saya bercakap dengan bahasa inggeris dengan rakan saya. yes, i was speaking in English with my roommate because she wants to improve her English. jadi, tolong jangan salahkan saya. -.- so hey, its not that i talk in English all the time puun. see, its just that i like to selitselit some English. besides, what the hell is wrong with talking in English? memang kadangkadang nak decide...

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lost for a moment.

p...

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this is not ABOUT me.

LIFE. only four letter words but yet, no one can bond that word with the word EASY. because if it is EASY, it is not LIFE. *amende yang aku merepek ni -.-" anyways, this is me, trying to look at life with different perspective. i am tired of assuming and expecting people to act this and that way, so here i am, to change myself. inspired by friends and mates and people surrounding, i am here to change myself in order to adapt to the situation that WILL NEVER change anymore. wow, now, that sounds more difficult than i can ever imagine. seriously,...

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url changed.

just avoiding someone. :)life is tremendously great, so far :Dalhamdulillah.&nbs...

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eh, din i tell you to shut up?

you said you are SICK of telling me not to go?eff it, YOU ARE NOT EVEN TRYING.you want this to be over, FINE.we will have it that way.have a good lif...

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SHUT UP AND FYS

dont talk to me about being there for each other.dont talk about friend should be understanding.dont talk about friend should sit and listen and make you feel better.dont talk about a good friend and whines about your friends are not being who you want them to be. fyi, you are not even one of those above.shut up and think for a moment,ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND TOO?WHAT HAVE YOU DID FOR YOUR FRIEND?AND WHAT SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU?it is not that i am bopping up and down, but sometimes you just have to look back and think for a while before blaming anyone or come out with any statements. &nbs...

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screwed!

demam + terasa sangat bodoh + sakit kepala + rasa sangat bersalah pun ade + feel like a loser + morning class tomorrow + damn sleepy but couldn't sleep = HUNGRY. *haha so yea, as the title of the post says it all, I AM SCREWED. tu je lah nak cakap. tu je yang boleh dikatakan pun.  and so for you...dengg, yesterday you  make me dance around the room like crazy people do. today, you stunned me with your harsh words. but still, you able to make me feel guilty. damn, you are good. i dont know what happened just now. maybe it was the fever, maybe it was you, maybe it was me. i dont know. it does left some scratches...

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i'm just going to leave everything behind.

tantan : su, ade baju kebaya takk? me : ade je. kenapakah? tantan: heh. esok first class pakai kebaya tauu. me : huh? tak nak laa. kebaya su tuu... err. tantan : heh. tak boleh. pakai je. teman intan pakai kebaya! me : huh. okie. dan hasilnya... +belah panjang kat kain and terpaksa diPINkan. -.- +kene jalan kepitkepit sampai blok baru kat dataran keris sane -.- +kene cover belah kain daripada pak guard yang matanya sentiasa terbuka -.- maka, itulah yang terjadi di hari pertama kelas saya. :) first class was COMMUNICATION...

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oh my "BESTFRIEND"

he is fake.he is a big liar.he is stupid.he took you for granted.he break his promises.he make you waited like an IDIOT since morning till 800pm.he is someone that will not chase you if you walk away. and that is why you afraid of walking away at the first place.he is a person you NEVER met before. okay, maybe once, and that was years ago.he might not even exist in this whole entire world.he might just be like some kind of joke for you.he is just SIMPLY NOTHING. and you dont even have his number.and you have to talk to him THROUGH your friend.and you AFRAID to tell me almost all the truth because you AFRAID that i might...

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farewell, long hair ;)

remember at the previousprevious post where i told you that i'm keeping something as a secret? so here it is. i cut off my hair, and its now short. *duhh. hahaa. so yes, i sure missed my long hair, but whatever, it will eventually grow it back :D so. here are some of the pictures of me with short hair. diam eh. tak perlu cakap banyak. -.- saya tau saya tak pretty, so, SHHH! :) HAIR OH HAIR! please grow fast. :)even though i have cut you off, i still love you <...

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here's a proper post for you.

thank you for lighting up a few months of my life. even though we din work out but i still do appreciate the existence of you in my life. :) i sure did not blame you for anything that happened between us. i sure did not blame myself for not want to hold on either. you are just not the one i thought you would be. i am sure make some mistakes here and there. i most probably have left some scratches in your heart. but believe me, you probably have no freaking idea what i have been through. how hard i was working on this relationship and how much i have to bare on things you did that somehow somewhere, i don't expect you to do....

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i dont like you!

I HATE THE WAY YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND!I HATE THE WAY YOU THINK YOU DO THINGS RIGHT!I HATE THE WAY YOU SWALLOW YOUR WORDS AND KEEP ON PRETENDING! THINGS CHANGE, JUST FREAKING ACCEPT IT!I HATE WHATEVER YOU THINK YOU DO GOOD. I HATE IT.I HATE IT ALL. you did once said i cakap tak serupa bikin.perhaps you should look yourself in the mirror now...

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