2010

hey. lets go through some highlights on whatever happen in 2010. LONG BREAK AFTER SPMthis was painful -.- LIKE SERIOUSLY. hahaha. totally nothing to do and i eventually become SE-TUH-PID and dumb and just everything that i dont expect myself to be. i still feel so stupid. especially after witnessing what happen now. haha. its okay. i'll take that as a growing up process. ANYWAYS. it was the end of highschool and we all get so excited about it. well, of course then, we will be missing highschool. we have schoolmates that have been missing school days. i was one of them. i do still miss school days. but i dont want to go...

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LETS UPDATE LONGLONG :D

cerita satu angah sudah pun selamat ditunangkann. :) but there is another story behind it. rumah kami dimasuki pencuri pada pagi hari angah bertunang tu. along bawak saya dan adikadik keluar. pukul 2pagi baru balik. :D ma tido pukul 3, siapkan barang hantaran. angah tido pukul 4. we woke up around 6, and bila along bangun, dia tibatiba kehilangan barangbarang diaa. mulamula nak cari around the house. tengoktengok, dekat dapur memang ade kesan orang masuk. dia masuk ikut tingkap. -.- tapi die tak masuk bilik, maybe just grab any random things he saw. nasib baik laptop saya selamat. NASIB BAIK SEMUA ORANG SELAMAT. alhamdulillah...

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27th Disember 2010

abang saya,MUHAMMAD FAIZAL BIN SULAIMANdan buah hati jantung pangeran die yang sengal :Psudah selamat ditunangkan :)alhamdulillah. semuanya berjalan lancar. i am happy if you are, dearest brother. :)lotsoflove. ...

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sick of you.

PLEASE JUST GET IT OVER.I AM SICK OF IT.AND I THINK SO AS EVERYONE ELSE.PLEASE.JUST STOP.S.T.O.P you are not proving anything pun. ...

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life sometimes just .........

its funny how we tend to love someone that hate us.its funny how we be happy when everyone else is not.its funny how something just ruined the PROBABLY best moment of your life.its funny how sometimes we tend to believe some strangers better than anyone else.its funny how we tend to sing a song that reminds us of that person we trying to forget.its funny how we have wonderful dreams in such awful time.its funny how we get angry on something that is just not reasonable.its funny how we trying to find some happiness in something that already make our lives miserable.its just funny how when our lives is all about that one...

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kenape eh?

kenapa saya rasa macam saya tak suka awak?-.-" look, i have stopped living in a fairytale. maybe you should too.it make me sic...

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NOWAYOKAY!

maybeyoushouldstoptalkingandaskingmestupidquestion.maybeyoushouldevenstopthinkingaboutme.maybeyoushouldstopthinkingthatIAMALESBIAN.becauseiamnot.andidonthavetheintentiontobeone.sojustbuzzoffandpleasefindawayoutofmylife.iwouldappreciatethat. thankyouverymuch. i hate it when some people think that they can buy me with those cheap words.eff off, you got the wrong gir...

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oh, another perfect dayy :)

19.12.2010ANOTHER BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!:D :D so, the day started out with angah and abah who suppose to go back to Pahang and fetch my grandma, for angah's engagement thingy.and i was sleeping at nearly 10am that morning when along sortof woke me up and goes; "kaklang, cakap dengan abah, kau nak ikut g balik kampung, along boleh bawakkan,"firstly, dont ask why am i still asleep at 10am andsecondly, WHY THE HELL CANT HE JUST TELL ABAH THAT HE WANTS TO FOLLOW HIMSELF?kaannnn?but i know why.and im not telling you.hahaha.so, i shouted from...

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everybody's looking for that something...

*haha. tajuk pun dah macam lagu westlife pulak kaaaann? :P motif blogpost kali ni?erh.takde motif.sekarang sedang mendengar lagu westlife, lame tak dengar. RINDU SIOTT.hahaha.i have been through a relieving stage.and i never felt happier. :) OHMAGOD.did i mention that next week will be my LAST WEEK with the Kumonians?SERIOUSLYY?i didn't even see that coming.i feel like it was just several days ago i started Kumon.you know, i never felt more satisfied than getting to teach these kids.biasalah, dulu kan berangan nak jadi cikguuu.HAHA. and so. and so.omg, these westlife guys are soooo cute. HAHA.tapi sekarang sume dah tua....

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ThankYou Allah :)

today is a very good day until i feel like i'm about to cry. simply the best day of my life. alhamdulillah. :')...

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ooooh. yes!

OMG. OMG.omg, it feels real good.it feels real fcking good when you know that it is no longer there.even when i triggers it again, HELL YEA, it is not there anymore.and this time is for real.i know.I KNOW that it is all already gone.i never felt this good about you all this while.now, it all makes perfect sense again :) now, im thanking God for letting me grow up.Alhamdulillah :) ...

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jom berbahasa melayu. :D :D

saje je nak gedik sekali sekala. sekarang tengah tunggu ma mandi and bersiap, sebab aku nak ikut die g MidValley.ade mesyuarat penting dengan eyri,PENTING KE?tetttt!hahahaha.just nak jumpa dia laa.penat die menapak turun KL, nak jumpa ngan aku kannn. hahahhaTEEETTTTTT! *lagi sekali.dia kat KL sebab dia nak tengok battle of the band tu la.alangalang tu, boleh la hang out jap :)ma tak mandi lagi. sekarang dah pukul 9:26.ma selalu menghalang aku daripada being punctual tau tak. -.-haritu menjadi penyebab aku lambat ke Kumon. -.-tapi tape, masih menyayangi die sepenuh hati. :D :Danyways, masih tak pasti ape nak...

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QWOP! :D :D

okay. entry kali ini agak sengalSEBAB SAYA BARU SAHAJA MENITI WAKTUWAKTU KESENGALAN BERSAMAAINUR SYAHIRA BURHANUDDIN.muahahaha.dia mengajar saya bermain game QWOP.waaaah.ahahaha.game yang sengal tetapi menarik :D :Dlike i said to her, game yang terbaik untuk lepaskan geram at someone.macam game release stress kat lappy nasha.JUST THAT THIS ONE IS FREAKING HILARIOUS.hahahha.try la try la.ni link nyer :)QWOPmuehehehehei just made high score.i cabar you lawan.HAHAHA, *ignore the "athlete yang patah tangan and kaki kat bawah tu. -.-" nak...

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everyone is talking about it.

so, i would want to write about it too.MY RESULT?is frustrating.okay. i'm not ready to talk about it.  B...

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oh, and for you...

thankyou for being so heartless.thankyou for making me feel so stupid. its true what people say;in order to pursuit your own happiness, you wouldn't care about others that might get offended. \ eff it.you are not much different from them.thankyou, again.i have ECSTATICALLY love the feeling of being the Very Unimportant Person....EFF IT AL...

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spoken like a .... shahrukhan. *maybe

me, him *making fun of everything + alot of stupid jokes*you ni tak pernah aje nak cakap betulbetul kan? adoii. seriously, when la you going to be serious?dont worry la makcik, when i'm in love, i'd be serious. ...okay. thats a good on...

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hey there, AWESOME girl. :)

i remember when i was so into him.YOU were the first to know about the pretty little things. i remember when i was so pushed down by him.it is still you that the very best word to bring me up again. i remember when i was feeling so happy with my life,i miss having OUR time together and laugh over stupid little things. i remember when we share our dirty little secret together,you have no idea how lucky i felt to have met such awesome friend like you. minah. SERIOUS aku rindu kau doe. -.-i feel bad about what i have done, okay. but...

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moving on.

Sometimes I just listen to the music in my head.Sometimes I want to sing,and other times I want to scream.I can't always hide behind the smile,I got to go crazy for a while,because it's not always what it seems. Sometimes I feel like I might cry, sometimes I feel so numb. I can't even move, can't find a way to groove and the words just won't come. So tell me what you want from me. Because I can't seem to tell. I keep trying to please you, but you put me through hell. I am so done with this but you have to know that I tried. Nothing...

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heartache.

sakit la wehh......tyvm ...

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lets smile out of everything. :)

you know something.I WAS A WRITER.like seriously.i played with fancy words and use poems to express my emotions,to tell them stories that are unwritten in those novels.which then, i wrote novel too.and i have finished a story.i have, really.i can give you read it right away. the feeling you have when you write is simply a-ma-zing.it does.and that is why i dont look down on people that like to read poems, or even write them and like them.i dont categorized them as JIWANG or you know, stuff like them.because i know it is some kind of crazy passion. something that you cannot get away with. something that have stuck inside...

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already gone.

because when i walk away and you dont even have the intention to stop me,i will keep on walking and never look back anymore. thankyouforeverything.thankyoufornothin...

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