the start of a new journey :)

when something ends,its always means a start of something.:) well, i am starting my university life.believe it or not, i am going to be a uni student.it feels like just yesterday my brothers could settle me down just by buying me ice-cream.now,even my lil brothers had stopped watching ben10.haha.time flies without we even noticing. so, i am now a 17yo girl, well, ofcourse, going to be 18.wow.i have been tru ups and downs.shits and pretty flowers.darkness and shines.and yet, i could still stand here.alone.still strong :) heyhey.i dunno if u've been reading my bloggie or not.but imma tell you this,i really think that a guy...

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I'LL MISS YOU :')

my last day not so much like a last day.since not very much of them know that i'm leaving.but i'm sad.STILL very sad.anyways, lets talk about the students dulu, ayte? NATASHA SIVAKUMAR.aah. smart girl.she is a standardsix girl, doing form3 level maths.study SK Assunta (2),and she is actually the Penolong Ketua Pengawas.:)easy to talk with.crazy sometimes.stubborn too.always fight with me that she got the right answer eventhough it is CLEARLY wrong.feel kinda bad that i didn't tell her that i'm leaving.i couldn't.plus, she didn't sit...

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PRETENDING

is what i left with to do for now.if anyone asks me about it,I'D LIE.yes, its for me, you and EVERBODY'S sake.i shall hide the truth somewhere within me.i shall smile away,close my eyes,feel my heartbeat,and tell myself that;EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT ...

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oh, darling, THAT IS KARMA!

saya post dalam bm la, mane la tu kalau awak tak berapa nak faham kan?ye, malam yang awak telefon saya tu,saya keluar dengan die,dan, yes, die keluar dengan orang lain.mungkin die tak la secantik awak, tapi budi bahasa die DEFINITELY jauh lebih cantik dari awak ... eh, dengar sini eh.aku bukan tak suka kau,its just that aku tak suka ape yang kau buat kat die dulu.bukan sebab aku rapat dengan die.tapi sebab aku tak suka cara kau.sukasuka kau nak makimaki orang macam tu, and then feel proud of it.PURE STUPIDITY.oh, need translation?KEBODOHAN SEMULAJADI. dulu memang sedap ah kau maki orang sebab u're winning the bloody...

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last day in KUMON?

aah. i hope i can stop  the time till i'm ready to face it.cant be too emo as the fact that i am coming back, but,I'M STILL VERY SAD.eventhough most of the students didn't know that i'm leaving but, wth?i wud still feel down!!will i?i dont know.seriously hope i could hold it back.because i am definitely already in love with kumon :')is that a good thing?...

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DUDE, GROW UP, WILL YA?

okay, first of all, I AM NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND, OKAY?never wanted to be,and never ever going to be.i hope i make that clear for you. second,DONT EXPECT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTANDS YOU ALONE.do understand others too, okay?its not that i ALWAYS say no when we hanging out.its not that i ALWAYS avoiding hanging out with you.told you, i'd be busy packing and stuff.told you i am TIRED, have been going out for a week.-_-"a little understanding would be nice....! third.PERHAPS YOU SHUD STOP CALLING OTHERS 'BUDAKBUDAK' WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS A MAJOR GROWING UP!-__-"hatehate it when you do that.HATE IT WHEN ANY OF MY GUYFRIENDS...

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listen to my heartbeat~

was excited.now i'm sad. no kidding.:...

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busy+tired=dead sleep

had an awesome day at kuantan.go crazy with little kids.arif, my unty's 1yo son is SUPER comel. XD fatin is being a lot of me.and other stuff.bake moremore brownies.cant  help it, my unty's favourite :)a BIG one, yes, i have to double up the measurements -_-'but i dont mind, since i love her and she have done a lot to me. so, wanna do what i've been doing this week? monday : major house cleaning, mom is coming back from johor after a week.tuesday : KUMON day :Dwednesday : back to pahang.thursday : came back from pahang.friday : another KUMON day :)saturday : OUT WITH MY BESTIES xD - SUPEREXCITED :)sunday : dead on bed,...

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i've been watching it over 10 times, and i couldn't stop crying T.T

amazing story, really. :)plus, both shahrukh khan and saif looks extra comel.and preety zinta is just so PRETTY :) aah.basically, I HATE THIS MOVIE for making me cry a lot.and FOR MAKING SHAHRUKH MATI.but the story is absolutely different.not just a normal love story. i dont know how to tell you a little something about the movie.you just have to watch it yourself. just a lil something of my favourite part. :) you are hiding you griefand i bow my head.you are quiet.i am silent.who shall anyone reason with?these distancesdo us...

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g***k? *sigh*

seriously, no joke.i cant fit my slack, anymore.i mean, can la, but, its not just as nice as it look on me anymore.well, i ate snickers, almost EVERYDAY.back from Kumon at abt 10.30, buat ape lagi, MAKAN LAA.and one more thing, oit, stop kembungkan your pipi when cathching a picture laa.what?tengok ni, adoii, decent picture pun comel.WTH? i wasn't kembungkan my pipi! ITS MY NORMAL SMILE!what?!! * laughed out loud.  i hate it when i'm gainning a lil weight and it have to be obvious. so, i have to cut down on snickers.and any other.if you saw me with snickers, just grab that from me, ayte?saya benarkan....

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current situation?

i'm OFFICIALLY babysitting a girl, without i'm even knowing. stuck with her yesterday and THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY, TODAY. just that i had my name been called every TEN minutes, i had HER came up to my room and check what i was doing. couldn't sleep, because there will be SOMETHING that she have to have me to do. couldn't go out because i have a SUPER ANNOYING 10yo KID in my house. couldn't put on the music out loud like i usually do because, SHE IS WATCHING HER DVD. couldn't watch anything on the tv because SHE WANTS TO WATCH DORA THE EXPLORER for THE WHOLE FREAKING DAAY! i think she might murder my cat, especially after forcing...

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hey.

u captivated me :) ...

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i'm suffocating, really.

I REALLY THANK YOU GOD, FOR NOT GIVING ME ANY LIL SISTER! *sigh*i need help....

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because when they talk....

i'd listen. and now,ALL OF YOU,no more be getting my respect.because she oh, so good enough.and ALL OF YOU should've been grateful instead of shitting about her around. ...

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HERstory :)

sometimes she threw something that she thinks is not important.but she din realize she might need it for the time to come. sometimes she said she didn't care.but she cant escape the fact that she dont wanna miss a single details. sometimes she wants the story to end,but she was the one who dragged it all along. sometimes she feels sorry,but then she's tired of being sorry. sometimes she want to stay out of everything,but she dont want anymore mistakes out of stupidity . sometimes she feel like she wanna cry,but she's too happy to do...

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