of love and friendship.

betul rupanya orang cakap bila ada masalah hati dan perasaan je baru cari kawan. sekarang bila dah ada someone to fill the empty spot, the friends are no where to be found anymore. i dont mind to fall out of friendship with the others that i just know of for countable days, you see. but i thought we were more than that. and when your friends around you are leaving you, you questioned them. i used to wonder too, you see. but i know why now. i know exactly why. :)thankyou, 'best friend'.nanti bila dah rasa sakit lagi, barulah we could be super close again. but for now,&nbs...

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one, two, buckle my shoe.

assalamualaikum. :)hi bloggie, been missing you. :Dhi beautiful people, how have you been doing? ignore the title. i dont know what makes me come up with that -.-so hello again. right now, i am emotionally unstable. so if you want to keep reading, just dont take the content of this post too seriously, okay? so i have been dealing with a bunch of people that i called as friends. whom i rely on the most and the ones that i least expect to hurt me. as we have been going almost everywhere together, share foods, things, a room to sleep and almost everything, i thought i deserve to be treated more than...

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i know where i stand

i know. i know. thank you very much, people. thanks a whole lot.&nbs...

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when you are breathing, it does not mean that you are alive.

hello people, i am smiling but inside i'm dying. i am tired. i am tired of pretending that everything is okay, when in fact, NOTHINGis actually even close to that one word. i am tired of pretending that i am that naive little girl, that will just smile on everything, that will just be okay and be happy on anything, and i am tired of pretending that i am still that stupid little girl, that i dont realize these little things, and i am too stupid to know all of these things. i am going...

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i think she was afraid to love sometimes.i think it scared her.she was the type to like things that are concrete,something that you can point to and know what it was.and i think that's why she struggle with love.she couldn't touch it,she couldn't hold on to it and make sure its never change. i think she wants to point to that one person and said that. yes, that's him. that's the person that have my heart. the one that i love now and forever. and for once, FOR ONCE IN HER ENTIRE LIVING LIFE, she is sure about...

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dont look away.

i have been running away from the reality lately.i have been avoiding the truth.i have stop trusting random people.  i am a mess. dont leave. please....

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