hello bloggie.

i am in the room with a stranger. that were once called a friend. dont worry, i am not here to make a big fuss about someone. or to do something close to mengumpat or you know, anything like that.i am just here to express my feelings of disappointment.on how someone could be. even though we share the same room, even though we do studying together, even though we have meals together,you can never know how that one person can really be. you'll never know.well for me,i have no problem standing alone. i have been standing alone all this while, tho. i have been making decisions and...

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today and everyday

I miss a lot of people right now. too much to list. and I miss you bloggie.sorry I have been ignoring you.I want to blog about somethingsomethingsomethingsomething that is very important, indeed.but you just have to wait.I will update you soon. well, for now, I just want to state that,I AM OFFICIALLY LEAVING LENDU. this sem might probably be my last sem here in lendu.cepat la lambailambai tangan kat saya. haha.insyaAllah, kalau diizinkan, I am just sick of everyone around.I want to meet up new people and start everything over again.damn, I cant wait for tha...

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something from the heart.

i always dont know what i want.well that is pretty common, dont you think?i want company but i wanna be alone,i want to be heard, but i dont want to talk,i want to be loved, but i am not ready for commitment.thats pretty messed up, right?have you ever felt that way? my life is confusing.often i woke up as someone different than the day before,and it make it hard to keep track of my thoughts and feelings.i get scared of what to say because i never know who is talkingand i want a lot of different things in different ways, but nothing...

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hello you people with wonderful smiles :)

it have been a while since i come out with a post. i wanted to blog so much tho, but  lot of it end up in drafts. please do not ask why. i'm not pretty sure myself either. there is so much to blog about, actually. it have been a long week, but i don't feel like talking about anything that happened throughout the week. so as you all know that i have started my new semester, let me tell you about the life as a PART 3 MASSCOMM STUDENT so far. well, nothing have change much. i met new people and some old friends here are finding their way out of my life. there was already a few dramas at the beginning of the semester but...

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