hahaha, saya nak gedik jap :P

oh perasan tak saya dah tukar background song? :D cool gilaa kan lagu ni *cough.
kalau tak suka dengar, boleh scroll to the end of the page and click pause button k. or navigate away from my page. your choice.

the thing is, when i was going to sleep one night, the melody of the song was lingering at my lips tau. i sure heard this song before but never pay much attention to it. so i thought just, whatthehell, and just go back to sleep. but then when i woke up the next morning, the song is still there, singing in my head. so i ask my roommates if they know what song is it. and that is how i found the song.

everyone knows this song la kan. tsk. its a beautiful song.

the thing is, haha, no, this song has EXACTLY NOTHING TO DO with anything happening in my life tau.
i dont know la, some people just kadangkadang just tersalah tafsir. so i am here to make it clear that this song is just a song that finds me. *cough. err. i dont know why i said that but yes, it is like the song came to me.

tapi, like i said, no, i it have nothing to do in my life ke ape. but it is a beautiful song and yes, it is something i would want to hear repeatedly. and his voice is just so soothing, i feel like he is serenading to me. sorry, i just love serenades. maybe that is why i like the band Secondhand Serenade. haha. okayy. tak ade kene mengena. :P

so that is the story behind my background music.  i have a friend named Shahira Zaini yang tidak menyukai when i sing the song, because um, there's a story behind it la. so, sorry sayang. kau kene tahan la sampai aku bosan dengan lagu ni , k :D

let me put together the lyrics of the song so that you can sing along, if you like to do so. :) enjoy! :D

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

-DANIEL BEDINGFIELD