please make it sto...

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be a little sensible, will you?

you did it once, it is acceptableyou did it twice, it gets a lil bit annoying.you did it thrice, I FEEL LIKE THROWING A CHAIR TO YOU. yes, it matters.THESE LITTLE THINGS MATTERS.and it is not little things.it stuff that i hate.AND YOU KNOW IT.damn it, it is not bloody funny! can you use a lil brain of yours?cant you think i might freak out and cry?maybe i could just be scared to death?it doesnt matter to you, kan?what i might think, what i might feel, it simply does not matter to you.because the fact is, you dont actually care what i feel. sometimes i wonder why you always do stuff that i hate?look, i am trying so hard...

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something i got from facebook.

I’m afraid of… [X] the dark[ ] staying single forever[ ] being a parent   [ ] giving birth[ ] being myself in front of others[ ] open spaces[X] closed spaces[X] heights[X] dogs - if random wild dog that like to chase people for fun[ ] birds[ ] fish - only the gigantic ones. scares the crap out of me.[ ] spiders - more to GELI. when they have their little feets on your skin.[ ] flowers or other plants - wild plants, maybe, especially the weird looking ones.[ ] being touched[ ] fire[X] deep water[X] snakes[ ] silk[ ] the ocean[X] failure[  ] success[X] thunder/lightning[ ] frogs/toads - geli yang amat. [...

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rehab

we always afraid of making mistakes.and so, we often running away for it.we do things differently and claim that we dont wanna commit anymore mistakes.without realizing that you are actually making EVEN MORE mistakes. so, why exactly we always afraid of making mistakes?isn't that what everyone do? .... so today itself, i discover something.its okay to make mistakes.we are born to make mistakes and then we learn from it.and that does not mean that we cannot commit anymore mistakes.we will keep making mistakes. just make sure...

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am i asking too much?

how about requesting for an endin...

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and the POWER VOCAL goes to.....

FAIZAL TAHIR!!! okay. he won POWER VOCAL AWARD in ShoutAwardswhich i will actually sue them if they didn't give the title to him.andHE IS BRINGING TWO FREAKING SONGS TO AJL's FINALS! :D :D i am so freaking excited make me have to blog straight away. :Pi am a big fan of him.and i dont freaking care what other people want to talk about him.because for me,HE IS A LEGEND.great voice.great personality.:) yes, everyone, for the third time in a row. he brought TWO of his songs to finals.and he is an AWESOME singer.BE JEALOUS....

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imissyoutoo ;)

who else but THEM.my keAWESOMEted bestfriends.:)we suppose to be out to sunway like tomorrow but im not gonna be in town tomorrow.so yea, IM EMO NOW.x( what do i miss about them?are you kidding, ITS EVERYTHING!the hangout, the gossiping, the goingcrazytogether, the EVERYTHING.but i just have to be away and i am sure that there are always a next time. sorry korang!iheartyou!you wont hate me for cancelling the goingout, right?of course you wont hate me.im just too cute to be hated.*wink...

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look what i found!

"It's better to get hurt than to feel nothing at all,"...

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my imperfection.

i know i am not pretty much of a good friend.everyone is somehow never good enough for us.then, pardon me if for being imperfect....it is somehow quite confusing when it comes to situation when you have no freaking idea what to do.back then, when i use to talk too much ppl tend to get annoyed.when i choose to not to talk that much, they somehow have problem with it too. i accept the fact that i am not perfect.i accept the fact that nobody in the world is.i am aware that i am not always there for my friends when they really need someone.i...

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a little understanding would be nice

so i had a fever.again.i think its due to COM161 tense + lack of sleep + how i was dancing in the rain yesterday evening.-__-"please do not blame me. it was just so temptating.so it was kinna a bad fever. but i get over it already, as usual.except my mom dragged me down to the clinic and force me to swallow those pills that taste like shit.and it actually make me sleep like a dead girl whole day.but i am awake now and feels a lil better. well, i dont have a good start of a day today.i hope i can do a lil something about this.because i starting to feel like this whole thing is sort of a mistake. i just need...

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its TOMORROW.

so, im having my final paper in less than 12 hours time.and i am BLOGGING.without actually ANY AT ALL intention to study.seriously speaking, i am not looking forward in sitting this final paper.which also means i dont even give a damn about it and not at all seriously study for it.and this is exactly why i refuse to go back home back then in studying week.because i will end up NOT STUDYING.*sigh.anyhow,lets talk about the good things about tomorrow.... well, i finally will end up the 'PART ONE' title.i hate it when the seniors do that, really.WE ARE THE PARTONES, so??hate it when they being so semester bias. -__-"whatthehell,...

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a happy day :)

me, him why do you like me?i dont like you, i love you. <...

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missed out HOME.

i was talking about homesick earlier, back then when i was in Lendu. but its funny how i did not talk about home when i am here. :Pdah nak pergi balik lendu dah punn, baru nak teringatt. HAHA! so, yes, talking about homee. <3i am doing just perfectly fine here at home. well ofcourse, couldn't be better.eventhough im a lil sad when my mom have to go someplace else for a week just when i reach here, but it was doing all fine. :)i have my bed back. :D :D that is the best part.i reunite all my bears back and i can see the happy look on their faces. ^^i spend time with christina and her cousin, syazwani, but we just hang...

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refresh

so, i make a whole new look for my bloggie. just getting sick of the old ones. it is now 355am and i am still awake to wake my father up at 4 later, he needs to go someplace early for work. whatever. i couldn't sleep because i heard noises outside the house. its pretty much scary. PRETTY MUCH? it scared the hell outta me! erh. i never heard weird noises at my house before. i dont know why this time. -_-" okay. its already 400am. should go wake up my dad and SLEEP. esok je la studyy. :P nights ...

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im not a quitter

i promise to hold on, and that is how im gonna do it. i promise to be strong, and that is how its gonna be. i promise i'll stay, and you will see me nowhere else. i promise i'd be happy and dont you ever turn that off. i promise to smile, and that is only when i saw you smiling. i promise stay out of misery and that is only if you be understanding. i promise to be a good friend, and you can consider me as BFF. i promise to be there when you need me, so, call me when you need a shoulder to cry. i promise i'll hold your hand when you're lost and together we find our way home. i promise i'll be good, but "good" seems not...

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lets make a wish upon the shooting star.

eh. tu kapal terbang laa. -_-"patutla my wish never come true.&nbs...

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that is not my story tell

back then when i was a little, when every problem can be solve by ice-cream and chocolates, i glares at the people that seems to be "allergic" to ice-cream and chocolates.BECAUSE I THINK ITS AWESOME!and everyone have to just agree about what i think.and when they dont.it gets to my nerves. sounds familiar?well, yes, that is the typical me now, you can say.i notice that sometimes. but i seems to not give a damn about it.but i guess its time to make some changes in life, dont you think?sorry about that.sorry about my awful flaws. anywayssss.i caught on a fever.just a light fever, but it still could bring me down, tho.*sigh.now...

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may i give my word?

i, suhaida sulaiman, do solemnly swearthat i never gonna talk too much,especially on pointing out others' mistakes,giving advices,andspeaking out my opinions....

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okay. lets keep it real.

i have an exam tomorrow.well, it is quite important.IT IS THE FINAL EXAM.and the problem is, i am not myself. i should stop whining about home.i should stop thinking about the unnecessary things.i should stop expect too much from ... whatever.i should stop worry about making mistakes.i should start being myself again.and do i need a reason for that? yes, because i have a FREAKING EXAM tomorrow.i should just stop this whole bullshiting stuff that have been come across my way. maybe this is just because of the homesick.so, lets ignore it a while.lets talk about something else. i dont wanna sound lame,so i really should stop...

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can you be more sensible?

empty. zero. *cricketsound* you really should stop playing with words and start prooving me that your words is true.dont make me start wonderin...

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