f April 2010 ~ BeautifulSmile♥

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

good day, yes?

bangun pagipagi,decided nak amik wuduk kat luar.sejuk gilee..tapi sangat best XDade bulan.sangat besar and orange.cantik tapi menakutkan.haha. prepare breakfast untuk adik,and teman diorang pergi sekolah.walaupun mereka sangat mangkuk, buli saya pagipagi,tapi terima kasih kerana buat saya ketawa pagipagi tu.:) abah tak kerja harini.so, kami berdua tengok movie samasama.TAK, BUKAN CERITA SAW!-.-cerita yang sangat kelakar dan BEST.bukan cerita bongok tu la kan.-.-banyak kott cerita kitorang tengok.hidustan,adnan sempit,just my luck.hahaseronokseronok. next, my tuition students came.jessica dengan gembiranya tunjuk aku paper...
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

will this makes you feel better?

i am ALWAYS scaredafraid of A LOT of things.sometimes i even afraid to talk, because it might hurt.sometimes i even afraid to think, because it might turn out to be WRONG.i'm afraid to walk away, because i'm afraid i might lose you COMPLETELY.i'm afraid to tell you i lke you too because i'm afraid i might dont mean it. i DONT KNOW how to hate.seriously, no.the only one i can say i HATE now is,MY BROTHER'S GF.but then, still, i go to her and salam her when she stop by the house.-_-maybe i dont find the REALLY right person to hate. haha. i PRETEND to be happy, to LET GO of the misery.and sometimes, it does works.sometimes,...
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

review

i have a beautiful namewhich match PERFECTLY with my father's name. i am 17 years + 8months old.and the youngest among my bestie. have a happy family.love them all.even though i have annoying brothers.but i like to be annoyed by them sometimes :)) i have awesome frens.who i love loads...not sure how my life will turn up without em :)) i had a kind of sickness before.which is calledWWSor weird when sick.but now, no more edi ah.because now, according to my frens,I'M WEIRD ALL THE TIME.frens called it weird.i call it SPECIALthankyou, thankyou.:) i have a pet.a black with a beautiful long fur namedblack -.-an old cat, actually. but...
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Monday, April 26, 2010

pms ke? o.o

saya, dia ade ....... tak?ade kot. nape.nak tengok la.buat ape?nak tengok aje la.sebab saya baru je buat.nak tengok je macam mane awak buat.tak nak bagi takpela.gtg, bye... hak ela.ape masalahnye?since now you dah not single,tak boleh dah la nak gurau2 and borakborak ngan you? -___-fine.don't care. ...
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Saturday, April 24, 2010

seriously? idc. -_-

its not like we are STILL in 2005 when you can just fool me around.and be proud of what you have that i dont.GET A LIFE.and just PLEASE get off mine. i'm NOT that little girl anymore...   ...
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Friday, April 23, 2010

the last song ever..... :)

yesterday you were minetoday you are hers.tomorrow you might be alone. yesterday i was your girlfriendtoday i am your best friendtomorrow i might not exist in your life. yesterday you gave me love songstoday you give me sad songs.tomorrow you might get tired singing for me yesterday you promised me to tell about hertoday i look like fool because i am NOT FULLY AWARE ABOUT HER.tomorrow you might fool me around knowing i was badly in love with you. yesterday you told me you dont remember when you get together with hertoday i found out you were celebrating your ANNIVERSARY with hertomorrow you might hide MORE SHITS from me. yesterday...
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Thursday, April 22, 2010

tak faham

if u love him so much?why you want to marry some other guy? maybe for you, it is nothing.i dunno what were you thinking.BUT FOR ME, IT IS A SERIOUS PROBLEM! you told me that you just SAYANG him.tak de niat nak together balik.but.according to what i saw.i think u lied. YOU WAS HOPING THAT YOU NEVER DID BROKE UP WITH HIM.why would you do that if you no longer in love with him? honey,MARRIAGEis not a game.it is about spending YOUR LIFETIME to that one particular guy.dont you think you just need MORE time to think about it?i mean, its not thet you are old. YOU MADE A BLOG ABOUT HIM.well, its not something new.but, YOU ARE GETTING...
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

GONE

it feels like i don't know you anymore.is that normal?o...
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

u said........

 its wasting time.all the others think its wasting time.all the others agree with me.even one of the teacher over here when i talked personally to him.i just wanna go home,be with my family again. go... GO!GO BE WITH YOUR FAMILY! amalia, lai yi, sumaiyaa, jaspreet, melissa and my other frens sume bawak mak bapak die duduk sana...-_- urgh!! I DONT BOTHER!!!! ...
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sorry, no?

hey there.whats up?how have you been doing over there? having a hard time?stuck in a place you dont like?stuck in a place where you NEVER wanna be?guess what?been there.not THERE which is where u are rite now.but in that kind of situation.and guess again,THAT situation,where i felt so awkward and HATE most,actuallyhad BROUGHT ME TO YOU. you have been such a baby.i always stands up for you when my frens think so,BUT I THINK I HAVE TO AGREE WITH THEM NOW.i am sorry.jeez,my GIRLfrens are doing FINE with their lives when they are at the same place with you.well, look around,those people around you are eating the same thing,doing...
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Monday, April 19, 2010

well, HELLO!!!

hey, there.i saidCONGRATULATIONS ,you know.if you dont understand what that means,it means TAHNIAHdalam bahasa melayu.a lil reply says 'ty', wud be nice!! -_-" mentang mentang kau dapat matrix, and aku tak dapat.kau dah bagus sangat la?hak ela. forget it.i dont need hypocrites like you...-...
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Sunday, April 18, 2010

why-oh-why?

kepada semua kawan-kawanku....ya-Allah, saya minta maaf... first of all, to you Bernice.i am sorry for not texting or calling you more often.but, you know, it thought you'd be busy with all your collage stuff and all.and things had been a lil more tight for me lately.dont post something like that on your blog,it makes me cry...my phone is out of credit because i called amal yesterday.and i need to cut out my spending...will give you a ring sometimes..well, i dont mean ring, RING, i mean..........oh, you know what i mean... and...
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

me and pahang : story dua

*ehermeherm*crite ni ngarut sikit ah kan.well, alkisahnya, dah berlaku sejak tahun lepas la.makcik saya ni ade satu jiran ni.anak die, sangatlah comel.well, ac2ly, to be honest,saya dah lupa pun macam mana rupa mamat ni.the last time saya tengok muka dia dari dekat was actually masa raya, i think 2 @ 3 tahun lepas. he is cute la.but as i said, i have forgotten how he look like now.well, oleh kerana tak ada hiburan lain semua, saya pun salu cakap makcik saya,"makcik ade jiran yang sangat comel" dan sejak itu, makcik saya pun selalu la kacau saya dengan die,alah, saje, main2, kan...saya pun tak kisah laa.since nenek saya...
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Monday, April 12, 2010

me and pahang : story satu

yes, as i said, i have to go for an interview at pahang. so, friday night, 9th april, me, angah, adik, abang, abah and emakmemboloskan diri dalam kereta untuk ke pahang.ramai kan? macam nak pergi kenduri kahwen XDangah kene ikut, untuk jadi the second driver.mak kene ikut because she is my best fren.adik2 kene ikut sebab diorang kecoh -.- anyway,basically,I DIDN'T SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT.abah bertolak dalam pukul dua, sebab katanya penat, nak tidur dulu..saya anak yang baik, saya akur je la.abah minum nescafe sebelum pergi, saya yang ingatkan milo, minumlah sekali.dah habis satu cawan baru perasan -.-2.00 am, kami pun...
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Friday, April 9, 2010

b***hes wannabe

yesterday, christina and i was doing our favourite activity;PERGI KEDAI-.-how pathetic.anyway,there's only one way we always follow to the shop la,of course we can take other ways but the way we always took is convenient for us la.so,there is a family, living there, somewhere along the way we usually walk tru.and they have two lovely daughters, the eldest is form 1, which if i am not mistaken, named SABRINA, and the other girl is still a primary school girl.well, yesterday, as usual, i was heading to shop with tina,her parents always say hye to me and tina when we passed,so yesterday, when we passed, i was looking in the...
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Thursday, April 8, 2010

ada ape dengan INTERVIEW??

aduyai...kemangkukan aku terserlah pla pulak kali ini.. -.-ok, beginilah kisahnya,masa isi borang upu fasa pertama tu,aku isi masa dekat kuantan,dengan makcik aku yang berada di sebelah la kan.lepas tu,makcik aku bagi this BRILLIANT idea,'kaklang, letaklah alamat rumah makcik.'and aku yang naive lagi menunjukkan muka yang sangat baik tu.'eh. tak pe ke? bukan kena ikut ic ke?'dan dengan confidentnya, makcik aku jawab,'tak lah, kaklang ingat kalau isi kL, die bagi ipta kat kL ke? isi pahang, at least ade banyak choice,'memandangkan masa tu kami dekat cc, sebab rumah makcik aku takde net, ramai budak2 bujang yang...
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Sunday, April 4, 2010

another birthday

i never had a proper post for you, ryte?so this time its for you.HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, FAIRUZ!! XDyou are finally 17, kan?sekarang you dah sama umur dengan i!haha.we never did have this conversation about age, kan?maybe adelah, but mostly i tak kisah, because i know that you are only my fren. i still remember, tho, the first time we met.actually, back then i ingat you Indian.not to be racist, but i never pay much attention to you realizing that you are an Indian.until one day, when i was walking with tina, and we met you.for some reason, you talked to me. eh, you melayu ke?ye, saya melayu. kenapa?no, i thought you are...
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