im at war.

today i found someone just like you.
but i guess its just going to be another heartbreak.
i stalk over a bit of his life.
and i know that there will be something about him that i will really love.
he may not be you.
he is a little different from who i expect him to be.
i wasn't thinking of you when i talk to him.
but i thought of you when i read about him.
this is insane.
insane.
im done talking about this.

today i found out something.
today i found out that you are a total bitch!
today i lost my respect to you.
today...
today, i dont know how to even look at your face and dont feel disgusted.

i am going to cry.
yes, i know that i swore to myself not to and be strong.
but.
but i have quite a solid reason to cry today. and good thing no one is around to stop me.

and you people,
please pretend that i am not exist. at least for a while