because i have issues with people that make me feel like the stupidest person on earth.

i am not a 4yearold kid that you can lie straight to my face.

i am not that random girl by the street that you can just took her heart and make a whole fun of it.

i am not something that is made without feelings.

i am not just something else.

i am not just someone else.

i am the one that you once given me some kind of hope.

the one that thought you are just a lil bit different and perhaps a lot more interesting than others.

it turns out you being just another assholes that i always met by the streets.

dear you,

eh, who the hell you think you are ah? you think you can have EVERY FUCKING THING THAT YOU WANT? you can boss people around and tell them what to do and what not to do? you can have other people to be careful of what you might think or feel, but then you throw SHITS in return? 

hey, human being...

i am a person with heart, feelings and A FREAKING BRAIN, you know.

i sure as hell that i deserve better than this. 

i am so effed up with people that make me feel like the the most idiotic creature in this entire universe.

especially when i have decided to TRUST you.

it HURTS, you know.

but whatthehell, i dont think you even know what that means.

terimakasihbanyakbanyak. :)