heartless?

i think if i am not being a bit heartless, 

i think i may hate the whole you right now.

i have to be heartless to cope with your attitude.

and i just hate the fact that i still want to stick around you.

i seriously fucking hate myself for that.

you should have successfully make me hate you right now.

why oh why?

and i am not heartless.

i have been hurt pretty badly too.