Why do we find shelter in the rain if it is a blessing from The Almighty?
Why do we hide from the sun if sunlight is what we are looking for in gloomy days?
Why are we afraid of the dark when we know that the moon and stars can't shine without it?
Why do we do things we know it is wrong but we do it anyway?
Why do we do such things to hurt people, hurt ourselves?
Why do we do things without thinking and when we think back about it, it was wrong in every way?
Why do we keep doing that?
Why do you think?
Why do you still use the knife when you know it can hurt you?
Feelings.
They are temporary.
We long for the sun on rainy...
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
The Harsh Truth.
You know the moment when you have finally understand something?
Understand why you are afraid and find it hard to trust yourself?
Understand why there are the searing pain every time, all the time, that before this you never understand why and what is the cause?
This is the moment when I have finally understand why.
...
Friday, May 10, 2013
Never Try Hard Enough
when I was younger, I was often told;
"you are not trying hard enough!"
It used to make me angry. I would think:
"How do you know?!"
"How can you measure my effort?!"
But at the end of the day, I would still believe;
"They are right."
To this day, despite myself,
I still do believe it.
It was engraved into me that success is something earned.
if you succeed, you did that.
if you don't succeed, you did that too!
No excuses.
No exceptions.
And yet, nonetheless, the consolation prize received...
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
The Sky Is Still Blue
I knew something was not right.
I knew that something will come out of nowhere and just blow everything up.
I knew something would happened.
But I least expect that coming.
Socializing sometimes makes me incredibly anxious. But there are certain people in my sphere who make me feel okay to be the most genuine version of myself, like there is nothing wrong with my true personality and I don't have to morph myself into something I'm not to have fun with them.
We went karaoke-ing yesterday, Ainur, Hafiz and me.
And we ate more pizzas than we should have and my stomach has not forgiven me for the amount of cheese I consumed.
With...
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