reality check.

"YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR PROBLEM IS?
you got attached, FAST.
and when you are attached with someone, you do everything you could to please them.
and make them happy.
its never about what you want.
its always about everyone's needs before your own.
ALWAYS.
you give out too many chances to people who quite frankly, dont deserve them.
they took advantage of you and you become a pushover.
but you are okay with that, because after all,
they are in your life and they are, at times, can be completely amazing.
and even if they screw you over, you still secretly pray to God every single night, wishing for him to at least ask if you are okay.
and you are still there for them.
because that's you.
that's who you are when you get too attached to someone.
they capture your heart, and they always have a place there.
and
and that is why it is so hard for you to let him go."