taking a deep breath

sabar sabar sabar. 

this is what you have to put up with when you are the only daughter, 

and you feel like there is no one else to talk to.

and

and 

entah la.

sometimes i feel like, 

i feel like..

what kind of family am i living in actually?

who are these people?

have i been missing something?

have i been gone for too long?

i dont know.