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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

mangkuk! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!





HAPPY KEAWESOMETED 18TH BIRTHDAY MY OH SO AWESOME FRIEND!
XD

well.
where to start?
post kali ini ialah untuk 
AINUR SYAHIRA BT BURHANUDDIN.
kawan baik saya sejak form 3 lagi dan menjadi semakin rapat at form 4 and awesome year, form 5.
actually we know each other since primary school lagi.
i always know that she is a nice girl.
she always look so small and innocent walaupun tak lah beberapa innocent sangat kan.
haha.

masa formone, i wasn't in assunta.
masuk form two,
she is actually the first ex primaryschoolmate  yang tegur aku.
ok.
maybe ayu is the first.
haha.
btw,
saya same class dengan dia.
tapi kami tak berapa rapat la.
i was really close with bernice sew. which is actually a new student too.
masuk form 3,
there is complication.
yang sampai sekarang saya rasa bersalah, sumpah.
ainur berkawan TERAMAT baik dengan 
DIA
dan mereka bergaduh semasa di form 3.
dan saya SENTIASA menyalahkan diri sendiri apabila mengenangkan pergaduhan itu.
kerana saya rasa itu semua berpunca daripada saya.
saya rasa bersalah membaca post dalam blog ainur yang mengatakan dia sangat merindui DIA.

tapi mereka masih berkawan.
walaupun tidak serapat dulu.
dan saya masih rasa bersalah.

form 4, hanya tinggal saya dan dia.
bernice dah ke science two,
DIA yang pada mulanya berpindah sekolah ke shah alam, kembali ke assunta selepas tragedi menimpa dan menetap di science one.
saya dan ainur di science three.
:))
it was a good year.
frenship is building.
and we became very close with.
so as form 5,
we started to share a lot of things,
thinking of being each others bridesmaid
do CRAZY things together.
share each others secret.
we became SISTERS.

she's annoying,
LOVE to bother other classmate when they are keeping quite, making their own buisness,
tapi terjerit-jerit suruh diorang diam bila diorang buat bising. -.-
she's a very good listener.
she knows the next best comforting word.
the next best thing to do.
even though sometimes idea die tak leh pakai lansung.
but it still make me laugh.. :))
she is CRAZY.
i cant blame her, because sometimes, i am crazy too.
:D
she is MRS. SHAH RUKH KHAN number two.
dreaming too much about him,
wishing to meet him one day.
anyway,
DIA BOLEH JADI BAPAK KAU LA AINUR!!
EVEN MAK AKU LAGI MUDA DARI DIA..!
XD
she is HAPPY go unlucky.
haha.
always find a way to make HER-awesome-SELF happy and ofcoz, knows the best way to make her awesome frens happy.
:))
she is irresistible.
the very best fren you can ever ask for.
the very best thing ever happen in my life.


dear ainur,
happy birthday, yah?
walaupun birthday kau kali ni is not like what you always expected.
tapi,
aku sayang kau!
sumpah, aku masih rasa bersalah dengan kenyataan kay tak lagi rapat dengan die.
walaupun aku tak pernah bagitau kau tentang hal tu.
aku tau aku tak boleh jadi the next her.
tapi, aku minta maaf tentang apa yang terjadi between the three of us.
and kau tau aku takkan tipu kau.
i leave it in your hands to judge.

so, happy birthday again!!
xD
frens forever,yes?
kalau kau hilang, aku ketuk kepala kau.
-.-
kau pengapit aku,
aku pengapit kau, yesyes?
AKU TAK KIRA, KAU DAH PROMISE!
XD
selamat hari semakin tua!
syayang kau, insyaAllah, sampai akhirat.
:))

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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

i'm not perfect


susah jugak bile diri ini disayangi oleh ramai orang, kan?
adalah sorang cousin aku ni yang bole dikatakan OVER protective.
nasib baik perempuan.
-.-
anyway.
dia marah gilegile sebab aku macam terlalu into this guy.
so this post is for her, just in case kalau die stalk over aku and jumpa lagi blog aku ni kan.
-.-
oh, cousin,
saya tau la apa yang saya buat.
saya tau apa yang saya nak buat.
kalau saya boleh bangun hari ini dan tidak mengenali seseorang yang bernama dia,
boleh la nak kata, kan.
tolonglah berhenti menyuruh saya buat perkara yang tak mampu saya buat dalam masa terdekat ni
saya bukan robot yang ade switch untuk turn on or off feelings for others.
i'm not like on of the cars that you can fix, you know,
(ayat bella dalam new moon XD)

so, please,
berhentilah mengutuk die.
dia tak buat salah ,
saya yang bodoh.
awak cakap aja lah, saya tak kisah.
awak nak cakap saya bodoh, saya tahu.
takpe, saya terima je sebab memang kadang-kadang saya bertindak bodoh pun.

saya dah happy sekarang.
mungkin tak sepenuhnyta.
tapi bukan sebab dia dah dedicate a post for me.
tapi sebab saya dah bersedia untuk lepaskan dia pergi.
sebab saya dah tahu dia akan bahagia bersama another dia.
sebab saya tahu saya akan turut bahagia bersama dia.
saya akan jumpa the right guy.
awak jangan lah risau.
saya memang lembik,
tak macam awak, yang tak ingat siapa boyfriend pertama awak.
-.-
saya sayang awak jugak.
saya sayang diri saya.
saya tak akan buat perkara yang bodoh lagi, insyaAllah.
((:
tolong berhenti, yeh?
saya tak tahan la..


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Saturday, March 27, 2010

embrace your awesomeness


salam..
:)
hye, suhaida is being new to blog again..
XD
my first post ever i guess?
hahaa.
yes, you can say that.
ok, let me brief you a little about myself, ayte?

i love to EAT milo,
which is if you ask, the best chocolate ever, XD
i love to bake and cook,
but i dont wanna be a Cook or chef, you know.
(:
i love to play swing at the playground.
i love to play with my hair,
i love the mirrors.
i always day dreaming.
i love to smile, so dont be surprise if you saw me smiling alone.
i love to laugh with my darling frens.
i love to WALK.
yes. WALK.
(:
yes,
my frens said i'm WEIRD.
but i call it
SPECIAL.
haha!
(x

ok, i guess that is all for now?
and one more thing,
i might be blogging about things that doesn't seem very much important,
so if you doesn't seem to like it,
STOP READING.
dont insult my blog...
(x

bye for now.




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