what are you looking for?

LIFE IS GREAT. 

now i have to close my eyes and believe that. 

but truth is, i just feel like crying my heart out.

what am i supposed to do when there are just too many things that would love to bring me down?

i have been trying so hard to be good to myself. 

i just thought i deserve something more. 

something worth crying for. 

can i tell you a secret?

im stuck.

im stuck in a world that i hate. 

stuck with people that i cannot count on. 

stuck with them that do nothing better than to make my life more complicated.

im sick of that 

i am damn bloody hell sick of everyone around.

i thought pretending to be happy will help to sort things out for me. 

...

and you, 

stop playing around, please. 

i am not interested with your stupid selfish game.