thinking of you

i dont know why.

just suddenly i thought of you.

i hope you're okay.

i'm still wondering about your condition.

it's not being hipocrite.

but i still feel a little guilty.

and i know i wont get over it.

there will be one fine day when i will apologise to you.

perhaps since then, we will be friends.

FOREVER.

perhaps, you already growing up, be more mature.

perhaps you have found a perfect girl.

that loves you more than anything in the world.

and perhaps,

you will love her.

more than you use to love me.

dont tryna deny it.

i hope you will understand. 

if you know me well enough,

you know i'd be thinking of you right now.

you know i'd feel guilty.

that is just if you know me well enough.

take care :)

best regards,

su.