mood : not in the mood.

wanna know my ACTUAL everyday routine?

well,

i slept at nearly or around 4am almost everyday.

often skip lunch or dinner.

feel extra tired with the extra walking and extra work everytime.

now i have to run and catch up my studies when i realize that 

THIS IS NOT SCHOOL WHEN YOU HAVE THE FREAKING WHOLE YEAR!!

i only have 6months to learn and revise everything before my final exam which is soverymch important.

  ...

i think i might fall sick in a few days.

plus, my flu keep on come and go and wont let me go.

my mom is going to kill me when she know that i skipped my meal.

she is going to gimme a perfect, long lecture when she REALIZE that i'm sick and she knows i wont swallow those pills.

so, i need to jog tomorrow.
i better do so before the fever get on me.
then,

i'll be okay :)

oh.
andthisisalsomaybebecauseimissesyoutoomuch.
<3